Showing posts with label Sacrifice. Show all posts
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Saturday, March 7, 2026

Lenten Feast of Sts. Perpetua & Felicity + Intl. Women's Day



With March being Women's History Month, let's honor the story and power of Saints Perpetua and Felicity's courage in light of their March 7th Feast Day and International Women's Day on March 8th.


I have been led by, strengthened by, and loved by strong women throughout my life, including grandmothers, mothers, sisters, my wife, my daughters, bosses, friends, family, and more.

Women have also showcased immense strength to me in their display of faith including Naomi and Ruth, Sojourner TruthFannie Lou Hamer, and Sophie Scholl, hermanas like Noemi Vega QuiƱones and Natalia Kohn Rivera, Mary herself, as well as Harriet Tubman, Mother Theresa, and many others including faithful friends who are part of Emmaus City Church.

And then there are the amazing women honored in the Bible:

+ Be sent & esteemed like Junia
(Romans 16:7)

+ Sing for justice like Mary
(Luke 1:46-55; John 2:5)

+ Be bold like Noah
(Numbers 27:1-7)

+ Protect like Rahab
(Joshua 6:17)

+ Be risky & righteous like Tamar
(Genesis 38:26)

+ Resist like Shiphrah & Puah
(Exodus 1:15-17)

+ Dance like Miriam
(Exodus 15:20-21)

+ Defy exploitation like Vashti
(Esther 1:9-12)

+ Pray like Hannah
(1 Samuel 1:9-20)

+ Lead like Esther
(Esther 4:15-17)

+ Risk like Ruth
(Ruth 1:15-18)

+ Worship & prophesy like Anna
(Luke 2:36-38)


Icon of 58 NT + Early Church Women by Heather MacKean via Axia Women

And for a fun story about the icon above:

When iconographer Heather MacKean was commissioned by the University of Portland to compose an icon of women in the New Testament, they emailed her a list of 18 names. Several months later, 18 had grown to 58.

The icon depicts 58 women, including the very first female followers of Jesus in the Gospels (Joanna, Salome, Mary, etc) as well as servant leaders like Junia, Thekla, Syntyche, and Euodia who proclaimed the Gospel and made disciples.

While conducting research for the commission, Heather says she learned about many new-to-her female saints in the days of Christ and the early Church. Women who were not named in the New Testament retain a name in the Orthodox tradition, such as:

St. Bernice
(the woman with the flow of blood)

St. Claudia
(the wife of Pilate)

St. Photini
(the Samaritan woman)

St. Candace
(the Queen of Ethiopia)

There were also many women involved in the early Church supporting the work of the apostles, hosting home churches, caring for the poor, becoming healers, suffering martyrdom, and preaching the good news.

And on March 7th, followers of Jesus around the world remember two humble and heroic sisters of faith who are believed to have died on March 7, 203 A.D.Perpetua and Felicity — soul sisters who boldly loved each other to the end.

We have record of Sts. Perpetua and Felicity's story from more than 1,800 years ago in the Passion of Saints Perpetua and Felicitas, a lengthy account of public witness mostly written by Perpetua (and an eye witness who recorded her last days and the day of her death) about women and men who were sentenced to death in the Carthage amphitheater. It is the most substantial example of writing by a Christian woman in the first three centuries after Jesus' life, death, resurrection, and ascension.


Sts. Perpetua and Felicity's Final* Days

*Please be advised that some of the story is graphic and may prove hard to take for some sensitive readers.
Sts. Perpetua and Felicity were Christian martyrs who lived in Northern Africa during the early persecution of Jesus' Church by Emperor Severus during the early 200s A.Ds. 
Vivia Perpetua kept a diary
during her last days,
while she awaited her execution.

Her diary,
along with an eyewitness’s account
of her death,
is one of the oldest, most reliable histories
of a martyr’s sufferings.


This account was so popular
in the early centuries
that it was read during liturgies
during mass,
and it was passed down
to encourage other Christians
to witness to the world with their lives
—to teach others that greater than life itself
is knowing Jesus and being loyal to Him
and the Gospel of His Kingdom.
Perpetua’s account records the events that took place in Carthage, Africa, in the years 202-203 A.D., when the Emperor Severus issued an anti-Christian law forbidding anyone to be baptized and become a follower of Jesus Christ. Perpetua, a well-educated noblewoman, countered the law and made the decision to follow the path of her mother and become a Christian, although she knew it could mean her death due to the persecutions ordered by the emperor.  
At twenty-two-years-oldthe well-educated, high-spirited woman had every reason to want to live, including a baby son whom she was still nursing. We know she was married, but since her husband is never mentioned, many historians assume she was already a widow. 
Her surviving brother (another brother had died when he was seven) followed her lead and became a catechumen (i.e. disciple of Jesus) alongside her, meaning they would continue to receive instruction in the Christian faith and be prepared for baptism. Her father was frantic with worry and tried to talk her out of her decision, but she refused, saying, “Father do you see this water jar, or whatever it is, standing here? Could one call it by any other name than what it is? Well, in the same way I cannot be called by any other name than what I am—a Christian.” 
Perpetua was arrested along with four other catechumens, including two slaves, Felicity and Revocatus, and Saturninus and Secundulus. All were tried and sentenced to be thrown to the wild beasts in the amphitheater during a national holiday when sports events and various games would also be celebrated.   
The prison they stayed in was so crowded with people that the heat was suffocating. There was no light anywhere and Perpetua "had never known such darkness."  The soldiers who arrested and guarded them pushed and shoved them without any concern. Perpetua had no trouble admitting she was very afraid, but during all this horror, her most excruciating pain came from being separated from her baby. The young slave, Felicity, was even worse off, for she suffered the stifling heat, overcrowding, and rough handling while being eight months pregnant.  
Two Christian deacons who bravely ministered to the prisoners made the decision to pay the guards to place the martyrs in a better part of the prison. There, Perpetua's mother and brother were able to visit her and bring her baby to her. When Perpetua received permission for her baby to stay with her she recalled, "my prison suddenly became a palace for me." Once more her father came to her, begging her to give in, kissing her hands, and throwing himself at her feet. She told him, "We lie not in our own power but in the power of God." When she and the others were taken to be examined and sentenced, her father followed, pleading with her and the judge. The judge, out of pity, also tried to get Perpetua to change her mind, but when she stood fast, she was sentenced with the others to be thrown to the wild beasts in the arena.
During the days before their execution, their teacher Saturus voluntarily joined the catechumens so that he might die for Christ with them. While they were awaiting death, Perpetua, along with Felicity and her companions, were baptized.   
 
Saints Perpetua and Felicity

 

But Felicity was also in torment. It was against the law for pregnant women to be executed. To kill a child in the womb was shedding innocent and sacred blood. Felicity was afraid that she would not give birth before the day set for their martyrdom and her companions would suffer and be killed on a day before her own execution. 
Two days
before the group's scheduled execution,
Felicity went into a painful labor.
In her pain she screamed.
The guards made fun of her,
insulting her by saying,
"If you think you suffer now,
how will you stand it
when you face the wild beasts?"
Felicity answered them calmly,
"Now I suffer what I suffer;
but then in the arena
Another will be in me
who will suffer for me,
as I shall suffer for Him."
Felicity gave birth to a healthy girl
in the prison that day.
This Carthaginian child
was then taken out of the prison
and was adopted and raised
by one of the Christian women of Carthage.
 
As the execution grew imminent, the officers of the prison began to recognize the power of the Christians and the strength and leadership of Perpetua and Saturus. In some cases, this helped the Christians: the commandant of the jail, Pudens, let them have visitors. Then Pudens became a believer himself. Saturus admonished Pudens, "Remember me, and remember the faith." 
The prisoners' last meal together became a worship service at the Lord's Table, which for North African Christians in this period was both agape meal and the sacrament of the Eucharist.
On the day of the execution, when those at the arena tried to force Perpetua and the rest to dress in robes dedicated to their gods, Perpetua challenged her executioners. "We came to die out of our own free will so we wouldn't lose our freedom to worship our God. We gave you our lives so that we wouldn't have to worship your gods." She and the others were allowed to keep their own clothes for the time being. 
The men were first attacked by bears, leopards, and wild boars. And then Perpetua and Felicity were forced to face a rabid heifer. However, when the two women were stripped and the provoked cow tossed them, the crowd recoiled in horror. At the crowd's demand the two women were brought out and dressed again, but near the end, the crowd's frenzy heightened, and they asked that all the Christians, Perpetua and Felicity included, be brought together to a central spot where they could see clearly as the gladiators' swords finished them off.
Before the gladiators and the crowd,
Perpetua called out to
her brother and other Christians,
"Stand fast in the faith,
and love one another.
Do not let our sufferings
be a stumbling block to you."
The crowd saw the executions;
but they also saw the Christians
mustering the strength of body
and will to stand up,
gather themselves as a group
in the specified spot
and give a final embodied witness.
These women and men,
slave and free,
poor and advantaged,
drew near together in strength
"that they might bring their martyrdom
to completion with the kiss of peace."
Exhausted and in pain though they were,
in their last moments,
they embodied the love of Jesus Christ
and His Kingdom that transcended social barriers.
Perpetua and Felicity stood side by side along with their companions and were killed by sword at Carthage in the Roman province of Africa.  
+ content compiled from
Axia Women,
Loyola Press,
Catholic Online,
The Descent of the Dove by Charles Williams
(one of the Inklings,
a literary discussion group comprised of
C.S. Lewis and J.R.R. Tolkien, among others),
and The Patient Ferment of the Early Church
by Alan Kreider

Wednesday, March 19, 2025

Lenten Cruciform Discipling | We Died Before We Came Here

 


You know that phrase
"God will never give you
more than you can handle?"
It's not true.
But do you know what is true?
God will never give you more
than He can handle.

+ Emily Foreman
We Died Before We Came Here

A few years ago, as I got ready to enter my 40th year of life, God knew I needed to read We Died Before We Came Here. And now, as I look ahead to 2025 and all the curiosities, unknowns, and potential callings to hear Jesus say again, "Come, follow Me," I have returned to this book and this story to learn again.

Here is a little background
to this heart-piercing true tale:
If not you, who? 
If not now, when?
This was the challenge answered by "Stephen Foreman" and his wife, "Emily," when they chose with their four children to go live among newfound neighbors and friends in the deserts of North Africa. 
Stephen had given Emily a well-read copy of Foxe’s Book of Martyrs on their first date, a telling foreshadowing of the ultimate cost he would pay when, at 39, he was shot and killed. His life and death planted a seed in the hearts of neighbors and friends in North Africa, and this seed would grow and multiply efforts to help reach the very goal that Stephen was willing to give his life for―glorifying God and seeing His Kingdom come among the people he loved. In this memoir, "Emily," left with their four kids and an undying calling to continue to love and walk alongside their Muslim friends and neighbors while introducing them to Isa's (Yeshua's or Jesus's) words and Way, recounts their story. Stephen did not die in vain, and you will see why when you read We Died Before We Came Here (Because of security issues and the need to protect others in the North African country where the "Foremans" live, the book employs pseudonyms for all major characters, including the authors.)

Allowing the Lord to Mend and Heal
and Bring Everything Together

Each time we felt we were making progress, we'd be tempted to look over our shoulder to where we'd just sowed, anxiously searching for signs of fruit ... but the results seemed too few. One week a friend would seem interested in Jesus, and the next she would be completely against even discussing spiritual things. Some days the battle against discouragement was overwhelming. 

Are we doing this right? 
Are we doing enough? 

During those times of questioning I struggled to really love the people, and many times I simply lost the desire to even be there ... Some nights I would lie awake, too frustrated and discouraged to sleep. At times like these, it wasn't particularly easy to "love my neighbor as myself" ... Then it dawned on me. I needed to ask God for His love for them. He had promised to supply all our needs, and I was in major need of a good dose of love to share.

So I prayed,

Lord, You know how annoyed
I get by things ... You know I'm tired
and I'll have to force a smile.
I know I should go and see them
because I need to be a good friend,
but I just can't do it ...
Please, give me a love for them.
Give me Your love for them.
Just wash over me
what You feel for them. ... 
God, I'm so sorry.
I've been leaning 
on my own understanding,
and on my own strength.
It's not enough, 
I need Yours. 

As I collected my whirlwind thoughts, I sensed a floodlight come on in my clouded mind. I could do nothing in my own strength. And God didn't expect me to. I had been trying to live out my faith through my flesh instead of His Spirit. 

Like a needle with no thread, all I can do alone is poke holes through the fabric of others' lives  but with the divine thread securely attached, I can weave God's love and power in and out of the lives of others, allowing the Lord to mend and heal and bring everything together for His glory. I just simply need to submit, stitch by stitch, until the grand tapestry of His design is complete.

This realization wasn't a one-time thing. I had to keep submitting, keep asking, keep dying daily to myself and my flesh and allowing God's Spirit to live and work through me. Many times when I went to visit someone, I'd start off feeling aloof and unconcerned, and I had to ask the Lord again to set the tone for His Holy Spirit to work through me, to keep breaking my heart for these people and helping me fall in love with their country.

Trust me: Submission like this isn't always easy, bu the more we invite God to love through us, the more He answers our prayers. He certainly continued to answer mine, to the point where my heart wanted to burst with my love for the people.

It can be so tempting to strive to achieve the transformation we hope to see in others. Stephen and I were wearing down, overcomplicating the simplicity of the message of the Kingdom and in the process losing our joy in God's call. Then the Lord gave us a simple solution:

Stop striving. All you need to do is love them. How had we lost sight of that simple guideline? All we needed to do was follow God's two basic commands: Love the Lord your God will all your heart, soul, mind, and strength―and love your neighbor as yourself. It didn't matter if we had the right points, the right arguments, the right "evangelism style." There was no perfect formula. Christ had brought us here so we could be agents of His love and blessing to these people.

Of course we didn't ignore strategy altogether―there's wisdom in planning, and we discovered that certain methods seemed to bring more fruit. But like the apostle Paul wrote, we could speak with the tongues of angels, but if we didn't do everything from a starting point of love, we'd be nothing better than clanging cymbals. Embracing this truth brought such peace and freedom. We had to come to terms with the fact that sharing the love of Christ didn't belong in a category or slot on our calendar. It was a lifestyle that summed up our purpose on earth. As long as we were loving God and loving the people around us, we'd stay on track. God was refreshing our eyes to see a little more clearly what He sees. We saw the crowds of people in our city differently now, and we were moved more than ever with compassion.

And we were beginning to understand our mission and what it would cost us. To love our neighbor as ourselves meant opening not only the door of our home to them but also the door to our lives. This would cost us our time and maybe our comfort and security. It seemed too radical, but did Christ in His ministry on earth do any less?

Remembering What Is Worth
Living and Dying For

I'm often drawn back to a message that Stephen gave at a gathering in the US only a few days before returning to North Africa and giving his life only months later:

When James Calvert went out as a missionary to the cannibals of the Fiji islands, the ship captain tried to turn him back, saying, "You'll lose your life and the lives of those with you if you go among those savages." To that Calvert replied, "We died before we came here." That's my question for us again tonight. Are you dead yet? Dead to yourself, dead to your own desires, dead to fear? Are we alive in Christ (ex. Romans 6:7-8; Colossians 2:13)? My desire is that when people see your life, when they see my life, they will see Christ, and Christ alone. Let us live our lives as if they weren't our own lives. To truly be strangers in this world. To be aliens in this world. Our citizenship is in heaven (ex. 1 Peter 2:11-12; Philippians 3:20).

Our citizenship is in heaven. Stephen lived those words, and died in those words – and lives in those words again. Although the loss of Stephen is one that will never leave us and has changed us completely, we hold on to the promise that God is glorified and that lives are being eternally changed because Stephen died before he stepped off that plane in the desert. And we have to continually answer the question that Stephen wrote shortly before his death:

Do we have something worth 
dying for, 
living for, 
moving for?

The content above includes sections from Chapter 10: Talking About Jesus and the Epilogue: The Rain Continues in We Died Before We Came Here: A True Story of Sacrifice and Hope by "Emily Foreman" (pseudonym for safety). 


Bonus Song:

Maverick City
2020 A.D.

The hour is dark and it’s hard to see
What You are doing here in the ruins
And where this will lead ...
Oh but I know
that down through the years
I'll look on this moment,
see Your hand on it, 
And know You were here ...

And I’ll testify of 
the battles You’ve won,
How You were my portion 
when there wasn’t enough.
I'll sing a song 
of the seas that we crossed,
The waters You parted, 
the waves that I walked ...

Oh, my God did not fail! 
Oh, it’s the story I’ll tell!
Oh, I know it is well!
Oh, it's the story I’ll tell!

Believing gets hard 
when options are few,
When I can't see how You're moving
I know that You're proving 
You're the God that comes through!
Oh, but I know that over the years,
I’ll look back on this moment 
and see Your hand on it
And know You were here ... 
(Pre-Chorus + Chorus)

All that is left is highest praises,
So sing hallelujah 
to the Rock of Ages ... 
(Chorus)

Bonus Posts


Christ is all,

Rev. Mike "Sully" Sullivan

Friday, September 22, 2023

Listening Day CN | Feel Your Heart Beat At the Altar of Life



At the Altar of Life (Listen ... )


From Him and through Him and to Him are all things.
To Him be the glory forever.
+ Romans 11:36 (NRSV)

Quiet your heart; slow your breathing.
Place two fingers on your wrist
or the vein that throbs below your jaw.
Feel the beating blood,
pumped under your skin like the rivers of life
that once flowed from my own emerald Eden.

"I feel my heart beat."

For your beating life,
the Carpenter of Israel gave His own.
The world stretched Him
across two rough boards
and fixed Him there with nails
that did not spare His flesh
any more than they spared
the wood on the other side.
Those two boards became
an eternal door for those who knock.

Blood was given for blood. Skin for skin.
Not because I was evil in my justice
or a God hungry for pain,
but because for your kind
to listen to the point of life
Jesus had to listen to the point of death.

Now, sacrifice for sacrifice!
You who were bought with innocent blood,
stand before Me.
Sacrifice yourself — not until you die,
but until you come to life,
and breathe and feel your heart beat
and live and obey,
and, in this place of holy blood, find love.

"Lord, in Jesus You sacrificed all
precious things to gain a
Kingdom of sons and daughters.
Help me fully obey You,
as a living sacrifice to Your goodness.
Amen."

Thursday, September 29, 2016

CN: The Pursuing God: Jesus Covers the Cost to Set You Free



A good place to start
with the crucifixion
is to recognize that Jesus
is an active agent,
not a hapless victim.

+ The Pursuing God

City Notes

City Notes are more than a book review. They are meant to provide you with direct quotes from some books I've read in the last year, so you can get a taste of the overall theme of the book and then begin to chew on what your life might look like if you applied what you read.


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Taking Down the Corporation:
Crucifixion

Lion and Prey

A good place to start with the crucifixion is to recognize that Jesus is an active agent, not a hapless victim.

He is not coerced or manipulated
to the cross against his will.
Jesus boldly declares,
"No one takes my life from me;
I lay it down of my own accord."

Jesus goes of his own volition
to accomplish his purposes.
He is taking down the destructive power
of sin, death, and hell. 
Jesus is a lion; the cross is his prey. 

Jesus "set his face (toward) Jerusalem" long before his execution and, like an arrow streaming toward its target, made his way toward Zion to atone for the sin of the world. Jesus is constantly saying things like, "the Son of Man must suffer, be rejected, and be killed," while the disciples, confused and blind, rebuke him, saying, "May it never be!" While we see the cross as a detour, Jesus sees it as a destination. Jesus sets sail into the storm to bring us home. ... 

The Gospels depict the Son of God taking on flesh and emptying himself on our behalf, running toward the cross as a man on a mission. ... While he truly agonizes and suffers, Jesus is thirty-three, emotionally stable, and goes to Golgotha to conquer our grave. Jesus is a jaguar out to devour death. 

The cross is not happening to Jesus; Jesus is happening to the cross.  ... Jesus goes to the cross compelled by affection, driven by desire, moved by longing. He sees the cross as an act of service, explaining his mission: "The Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many." The cross is a signpost of divine love poured out for the world. Jesus points to the cross as a way of life, saying that those who love him are to "take up their cross" and follow in his footsteps, to lay down our lives in sacrificial love for others. A cruciform life is an act of love. + pgs. 90-91
Why does Jesus bear our exile and death? To better understand this, let's return to the early church's idea of recapitulation: that Jesus relives our story, being faithful where we've rebelled, to be established as the new head of humanity. Jesus relives Israel's story: his virgin birth reminds us of the nation's miraculous birth from Sarah's barren womb; his childhood years in Egypt recall Israel's early years under Pharaoh; his wilderness temptation relives Israel's desert testing; his life and ministry fulfill his people's kingdom calling to embody God's reign in the land.  
Jesus faithfully bears Israel's story in his own life to redeem it. In Jesus' rejection and crucifixion, he is bearing Israel's exile and death, living out this next major era of his people's story. Jesus is an Israelite, and as her Messiah he carries her story within himself in order to redeem it. As Jesus is cast outside the city, he is recapitulating Israel's banishment from the land. As he is crucified under the pagan powers, he takes upon himself her national destruction. Though personally innocent, he takes upon himself the exile and death of his people. 
And Jesus bears our exile and death as the new Adam. As Paul observes, "Sin entered the world through one man (Adam), and death through sin, and in this way death came to all people, because all sinned." Like Adam, we've all wanted to be like God rather than with God; we've all declared independence from the kingdom; we've all severed earth from heaven. Our distance from the Giver of Life gives rise to death. Sin's river flows downstream along the banks of exile and empties in its deadly ocean. 
And death is the ultimate penalty. "Sin reigned in death," writes Paul, depicting evil as a king who rules over a dominion called death. Sin tears apart creation, back toward the nothingness from which it came. Our rebellion rips apart the world, unleashing the disruptive decay that's out to destroy the masterpiece. 
But fortunately, Jesus bears our exile and death, Paul concludes, to exhaust its power, "so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." So when the Artist absorbs the corruption in his masterpiece, when the Lamb takes upon himself the sin of the world, when Jesus endures our exile and death, he is receiving the penalty our rebellion has unleashed; he is bearing our punishment for sin. ... 
The early church had a saying, "The unassumed is the unhealed." What they meant was that Jesus takes on, or assumes, the full weight of our condition in order to redeem it. If our world's distance from God is the problem, then God bridging that distance to unite us with him  in our condition – is the solution. 
It is Jesus' union with us that brings our healing. If Jesus only had a soul with no body, for example, his union with us would only extend to our souls. But since we "have flesh and blood, he too shared in (our) humanity," Hebrews tells us, in order to assume the full weight of our condition. He was "made like his brothers and sisters in every way," to break the power of death.  
Similarly, if Jesus took on a body but never suffered temptation or pain, his redemption would not enter the depths of our distress with the same weight and power. So "he himself suffered when he was tempted," Hebrews goes on, in order to identify fully with us. Through our union with him, he is now able to help us when we are tempted, lifting us up with his power as his people. + pgs. 92-94
Sin makes us less human, not more.
We're not talking about accidental mistakes;
we're talking about willful insurgency.
We were made in the image of God,
to reflect his glory,
yet when we reject and run from God,
we scratch markers across the surface
of our lives that efface this reflection.
We dehumanize ourselves
and diminish the glory
of life we were given. 

Irenaeus famously declared, "The glory of God is man fully alive." Jesus is "fully alive" without sin  and God's goal in Jesus is to make us fully alive, more human, not less. Jesus is more human without sin, not less, as "the image of the invisible God," radiantly reflecting the splendor of the Father in pulsating, life-giving glory. When we look at Jesus, we see the face of the Father clearly displayed. Jesus is true humanity.

And yet, though he had no sin, Jesus becomes sin for us. The Artist absorbs our destruction, the Savior soaks up our death, to the point that he is identified with it. The fact that Jesus is spotless, blameless, without defect or blemish, is part of what makes him not only sacrifice, but the perfect sacrifice, to bear our exile and death  and to annihilate it in the grave. The Deliverer takes in our decay in order to make us whole. Jesus joins us in our distance in order to bring us home. + pg. 95
Jesus is a Wall Street CEO 
Forgiving your neighbor doesn't do away with the bill or dissolve the damage; it means you eat the cost. ...  
At the cross, God is eating the cost. The Father, Son, and Spirit are forgiving the debt by dealing with it themselves. The Artist is absorbing the corruption in his masterpiece. The CEO is bearing the exile and death of Humanity Inc. The Savior is swallowing our sin in order to make us whole. Why can't God just forgive the debt? This is what is happening at the cross: God is just(ly) forgiving the debt  by personally covering the cost. God takes in the decay we've unleashed to extinguish it in the power of divine love. 
I misspoke earlier when I said the White House gave Wall Street the most expensive bailout of human history. Actually, the most expensive bailout was when the Father established his incarnate Son as the new CEO of a corrupt corporation called Humanity Inc. and together, in the power of their Spirit, they took upon themselves the most outrageous debt-forgiveness plan the world has ever known. + pgs. 100-101
Key Idea  

Caricature: 
Jesus bearing our punishment
is an act of divine child abuse.

Gospel: 
Jesus bearing our punishment
is an act of divine love.


Muggers and Physicians

On the one hand, the cross arises from the 
absence of God. At the climax of Jesus' crucifixion, he cries out, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" The Father's protective presence has left the building, the glory has departed the temple of Jesus' body, and his Son is now vulnerable as the pagan powers invade to tear down this Most Holy Place, to desecrate the sanctuary of his flesh and bone, to demolish him to rubble and carry him down to captivity in the grave. Jesus is forsaken, the temple of his body destroyed. The cross arises from God's absence.

And yet, from another angle, God is present in the crucifixion. When Jesus cries out, he cries out to My God! And you don't cry out to someone who isn't there. More so, Jesus' final words are of trust: "Father, into your hands I commit my spirit." As Jesus breathes his last, he entrusts himself to his Father and looks to him for vindication on the other side of the grave. As we murder God's Son, the Father's arms receive the tattered, lifeless body of his beloved child. God is present at the cross.

Here's what's crazy, however: God is doing something through this event. The Father is present not only over his Son, but in his Son. At Golgotha, Paul declares, "God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself." In Jesus' darkest hour, the Father is actively present accomplishing something  the reconciliation of the world. Colossians declares in a similar vein: "God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in (Jesus), and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross. God is dwelling in Jesus, working through Jesus, actively present at the cross – and his endgame is reconciling the world.

God's motives are radically different, however, from ours: we are out to crush the Son, while the Father is bearing our destruction in him to exalt him as Savior of the world. We kill Jesus to tear him down while God is at work uniting us to him, tearing our corrupted body down in him to ultimately build us up and lift us up through him. We are striving to keep our world distant from God, while God is – in the very same event!  drawing our world most intimately close to him. The Father is present through his Son and in his Spirit at the cross, working to bring us home. + pgs. 107-108 
Jesus was, like Joseph, mistreated and sold into captivity by his brothers (Israel), where he was beaten and crushed by a pagan empire (Rome), and enslaved in a foreign land (the grave). And yet, God was not simply absent or watching from the sidelines through all this. He was at work for our redemption: the Father united his Son to us in our famished and failing estate, in the midst of our arrogant empires, in order to save the world through him.
Jesus is our greater Joseph. As the resurrected King, he now stands before us, the brothers and sisters who betrayed him, and offers the reconciling embrace of forgiveness. We can hear Jesus echo the ancient words of his ancestor Joseph, spoken now to us regarding his death: "You meant it for evil, but God meant it for good, to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives." God and we are both involved in the same event, though with radically different motives  in fact, opposite motives. Jesus views the tragic event under which he suffered, the cross, as both the cruel power of our sin and the sovereign, saving action of God, in a way that magnifies his Father's goodness and love. God intends good; we intend evil. While we seek to destroy his Son, the Father is judging evil in order to deliver us through him.
So the cross is the revelation of God's sovereign, self-giving love. God is taking on the destructive power of sin, death, and the grave. The Father is working through his Son and in his Spirit  for the reconciliation of the world. The Pursuing God is finding us in the distant land, to bring us into his divine life and carry us home. + pgs. 110-111 
For God So Loved ...

So at the cross, to borrow respected theologian J. Todd Billings' language, the Father "has compassion" on his suffering Son (who cries out as the innocent one in corporate identification as our head). The Father "grieves over" creation's self-destruction (borne in the flesh of his Son). The Father "is angry" at the cross (in response to our evil, injustice, and wickedness fully displayed). The Father "delights in" the cross (as it displays the obedience of the Son ordered towards the restoration of creation's goodness).

The Father has a massive, multifaceted relation to the death of his incarnate Son. One of the reasons the cross is so profound is that it reveals the beautiful love of God from so many different angles (like the compassion, grief, anger, and delight mentioned above). Like a symphony when multiple instruments play in harmony, all these dimensions of God's affective relation to the world are revealed in the power of the cross.

All of these angles are, to again borrow Billings's language, "the appropriate relational, affective response" of God's impassable holy love  the Father is not "blindsided or manipulated" by the cross, but acts in a way that is "utterly consistent with his identity as the covenant Lord." The Father does not "lose himself," but rather is fully himself  the life, light, and love of his being in relation to the multifaceted angles of all that he is sovereignly engaging and accomplishing at the cross. + pgs. 118-119

If we look through a more robust relational lens (at the cross), things take on a new light. We see not only the passion of the Son, but the sacrificial love of the Father. The One of whom the Father said, "This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased," bears our destruction in his flesh as he carries our sin and death into the tomb. As the Son goes into exile, he bears our distance in his humanity. The Father introduces this distance in order to bind the Son in union with fallen humanity and raise us with him from the grave.
They act in one accord, with an unbroken communion of will, in love for the world through the power of their Spirit, as the Father's greatest object of most intimate affection, the eternal beloved Son, is shredded to pieces and severed from the earth into the grave. On Holy Saturday, while Jesus lies dead and buried, the living, loving Father looks upon the desolate earth that covers the face of his dead, incarnate Son.
The Father makes, I would suggest, the greatest sacrifice in the event of the cross. He does not passively suffer the world, but he does something much greater. The Father actively endures the death of the Son. + pgs. 121-122 
Key Idea  

Caricature: 
The Father is cold, distant,
and unengaged at the cross.

Gospel: 
The Father endures
the greatest sacrifice of all:
the death of the Son.

Destroy This Temple

Why did Jesus identify himself
with the temple?

The temple was
the center of the people of God,
the "hot spot" of God's presence,
like Jesus, where the Creator dwelt
most intimately in creation.

We tend to think of it as tiny,
like a regular building,
but it was massive,
taking up around
a quarter of the city of Jerusalem.

We tend to think of it as a religious site,
but its significance was like
Wall Street, Times Square, and
the White House all rolled into one 
– the hub of Israel's political,
economic, and social existence.

The temple was
the center of the kingdom.

And of the nations. Israel sat at the crossroads of the mighty empires, at the intersection of the trade routes between ancient powerhouses such as Egypt, Babylon, Assyria, and Rome. They traveled through her to get to one another. God places Israel there to be a "light for the nations," a "kingdom of priests," living a life that displayed God as King to her neighbors. And the temple was her headquarters.

Israel saw the temple as something like the umbilical cord of the world. God resided there as King, and from there his kingdom was mediated to the nations. This was where the Creator made his home in creation, and from which his presence extended to the earth. If Israel was at the center of the nations, the temple was at the center of Israel. ... 

Jesus fulfills the temple. He is where the Creator makes his home in creation, where the King resides at the center of the kingdom, where God's presence most intimately dwells  the umbilical cord that brings life to the earth. + pgs. 129-130, 132
Dead Meat 
Back in the day, sacrifice was universal. From Egypt to Rome, China to the Americas, and giant civilizations to nomadic indigenous peoples  it was a staple of ancient life. In fact, on the historical scene we today are the oddballs.
Sacrificial animals were often at the center of a community celebration. Far from devaluing the animal, this often added a sacred significance. I think I got a sense of this once, attending an indigenous ceremony in which the elder offered a public prayer of gratefulness to the Creator for the sheep that was about to provide the community meal. Laying her hands on the lamb's head, she offered words of thanks and recognition that life is received from life given. The ceremony seemed to say, "Life is gift." And the proper response is gratitude.
Then they ate the meat. This may seem too obvious to mention, but many seem under the impression that animals were just killed for the gods and then tossed in the trash. For Israel, the sacrificial system went a long way toward feeding the priestly tribe and providing for community celebrations. The irony is that throwing unused food in the trash is way more indicative of the modern West than the ancient world. 
We still kill animals today, though most often without the recognition of life given or gratefulness. We are disconnected from the process. We get our meat shrink-wrapped in plastic and Styrofoam at Costco, cut into perfect proportions, sanitized, and clean. And we definitely don't treat their lives as sacred: we crowd our animals into jam-packed stalls far from the open fields, standing in their excrement, unable to move, and stuff them full of antibiotics to deal with the disease that floods their unlivable conditions.
We should be wary before too quickly pointing a finger at the ancient world; we may find a much larger mirror pointing right back at us. Our culture hasn't stopped killing animals; we've stopped remembering that life is sacred. We haven't lost the dead meat, simply the awareness that life is gift. + pgs. 136-137
The most honest way to receive life is to acknowledge that it is given. Our lives are not earned but received; our breath is upheld by gift. When we deny this, we cut against the grain of the universe. We are not our own; we belong to the creation that sustains us  and ultimately to the Creator from whom it has come. ... 

For Israel, many of her sacrifices were simply ways of saying, "Thank you" and "I'm sorry." For example, in Leviticus 1-7, the grain and fellowship offerings were ways of saying thank you, while the sin, guilt, and burnt offerings were ways of saying I'm sorry  and saying this together as a people to God. The food wasn't thrown away but rather provided for the Levites (the tribe of priests), and for the national celebration (think of the biggest neighborhood block barbecue you've ever seen) with one another and God. Community formation was in view  to be a people inscribed with humility and gratefulness before their Creator. ... 

Israel was unique from her neighbors in important ways. In the surrounding empires, the gods were often seen as violent and capricious, so sacrifice was a way to appease them  to get them to bless your crops, make you virile, and beat your enemies.

Israel, however, approached things differently. To them, sacrifice was not something you did to get favors from God; it was the way you entered into the favor God already had for you. And Israel got rid of the debauchery  or at least was supposed to. Ancient idol worship was filled with orgies, hedonism, and child sacrifice. Temple prostitution was common. Violent practices mirrored the brutality of the gods being appeased. Babylon's creation story, for example, had one god slicing another in half like a fish, then making heaven and earth from the two bloody filets  creation was a product of violence and sheer power. Ritual practices could celebrate and continue this narrative.

For Israel, however, creation was gift. The Creator brings forth creation in love, and it is to be received and celebrated as such. There was a different underlying story at work. In place of gratuitous violence and hedonistic debauchery, Israel's practices were ordered toward loving submission under the Creator's life-giving reign. + pgs. 138-139

The first civilization in history to bring an end to sacrifice was the Roman Empire  and the reason was Christianity.
The gospel spread throughout the empire, and with the rise of the church came the downfall of the public altars. In the fourth century, as Constantine put an end to the sacrificial slaughter of Christians in the arena and stopped gladiatorial combat, he also removed the requirement of sacrificing to the gods to serve high-ranking positions in the empire, and he eventually outlawed civic sacrifice altogether.
What is shocking is that this was the first time sacrifice was removed from a major civilization, and it rippled out through the centuries into the world as we know it. As Peter Leithart observes: "Constantine's reign marked the beginning of the end of sacrifice. ... A desacrificed civilization has become so commonplace that we think it is the natural order of things. ... Historically speaking, though, we are the aberrations. For millennia every empire, every city, every nation and tribe was organized around sacrifice. Every polity has been a sacrificial polity. We are not, and we have Constantine to thank for that."
Christendom became the first civilization in history to abolish sacrifice. So the next time someone asks you why we no longer offer dead meat to the gods, you can explain it's not because we became more enlightened or rational or less encumbered by superstition. It's because of Jesus.
Christianity's logic, however, was not that sacrifice was bad, but rather that it was no longer needed. The early church did not say, "What a horrible mistake! Thank goodness Jesus finally arrived to set us straight." They said, rather, "Jesus has provided the once-for-all sacrifice that sets our world aright." They did not point back at Israel and say, "Whoa, what a massive blunder all those lambs were!" They pointed instead at Jesus and declared: "Behold, the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!" 
The God Who Walks Alone

As as a sign of his faithfulness, God has Abraham bring some animals for a covenant ceremony. Abraham cuts the animals in half and lays the halves opposite each other to make a pathway between them. This may sound weird to us, but was common practice back then: the two parties would walk through the pathway together between the animals as a way of saying, "If I don't keep up my end of the bargain, may I get sliced up like these animals!" With Abraham, however, something strange happens next. God walks through the animals alone.

Great King God takes a stroll on the covenant pathway by himself. The significance? God takes on sole responsibility for this commitment to Abraham's family. If Israel messes things up, makes a blunder of the relationship, and fails the covenant, Great King God says, "May I get sliced up like these animals if I still don't keep my word." God will be faithful to his end of the deal, even if Israel is not to hers. ... 

Abraham is not pursuing God in this scene; God is pursuing Abraham  and through him, the world. The sacrifice does not signify Abraham's faithfulness to God; it proclaims the opposite: God's faithfulness to Abraham. It is not something Abraham uses to show God he's serious about their relationship; it's something God uses to show Abraham he's serious about their relationship.

For Israel, when the people brought their animals to the temple, they were not "sealing the deal" with God, but rather, celebrating the God who sealed the deal with them. Like Abraham their ancient ancestor, they split the animals before their Great King, who walks alone through the animals for them.

While the sacrificial system did many things, an important one was this: it reminded Israel that God was for them with an unwavering commitment. That however unfaithful they might be, God was going to be faithful to keep the vows he made to his bride.

And after? They feasted together in celebration. Following Abraham's ceremony, God passed through the animals as a "smoking firepot with a blazing torch," preparing the animals for a feast. Great King God cooks a meal for Little King Abraham, and upon their sealed deal they sit down together to celebrate their shared hope for the setting right of the world. + pgs. 144-146
We're invited to a similar feast today. While we don't kill animals in our church services, we celebrate the death and resurrection of Jesus, feasting on the bread of his body and the wine of his blood. On the night he was betrayed, Jesus declared, "This cup is the new covenant in my blood, which is poured out for you." Did you catch that word covenant? Jesus is making a new covenant, like Abraham's covenant so long ago. Great King Jesus is sealing the deal with us, his little people, not with the blood of animals but with his very own life, as he prepares to go to the cross. In Christ, God is about to walk the path alone.
Jesus tears the bread in half as a sign of his broken body, and pours the wine as a sign of his life poured out. And he says, "Do this in remembrance of me." When we tear the bread and pour the wine, we don't do it to show God how serious we are about him. We do it to be shocked afresh at how serious God is about us. We don't prepare the table to give something to God; we prepare it to receive life from God. 

We acknowledge:
our life is received from his life given.

In the early church, it was a celebration of Christ, who bore our death and brought us life. We come not only to a table prepared by Jesus, but to feast upon Jesus, to receive his life that forms us as a people. We come to encounter the living Christ, who conquered death on our behalf. And as we do, he forms us as a community marked by humility and gratefulness.
When I receive Communion, I love breaking a big chunk off the bread. As my teeth tear it apart, fracturing its wholeness into tiny scraps of what it once was, I encounter afresh how Christ was torn asunder in love for me. And as I drink a massive gulp from the chalice, swallowing its intoxicating waves deep into my parched and thirsty bones, I soak in the immense weight of his poured out to bring me life.
I'm not taking Communion
to show Jesus I'll be faithful to him;
I'm celebrating the fact
that Jesus is faithful to me.
Jesus invites us to drink deeply from his life and to feast together upon his love, for it is he who makes us whole. + pgs. 146-147  
Soaking Up Death

I've heard people compare God's presence to radioactivity, saying, "Don't get too close because it can kill you." But I think this gets it backward: God is not like radioactivity; sin is. Sin is the deadly force running amok in the masterpiece, the dangerous corruption in God's good world. We were made to dwell in the presence of our Creator. But God's life, light, and love are so strong that death and its toxic allies cannot stand in his presence. ... God's radiance destroys radioactivity.

Notice with Isaiah how God's glorious goodness drives the scene (in Isaiah 6). Isaiah doesn't say, "Oh no! God's really big and mean; I hope he doesn't beat me up." He says, "Woe is me! I'm unclean." The light of God's presence reveals Isaiah's uncleanness. The power of God's beauty unveils the wickedness of his people.

Isaiah is not afraid because God has a dark side, but because in God's presence the prophet sees more clearly what we do. Luckily, God is ready and waiting to wash us clean. ... 

The coal taken from the altar (in Isaiah 6) is burning – a sign that a sacrifice has just been offered. The coal touches Isaiah's lips and, like a fresh burst of water washing through his soul, he is cleansed. Here's the important observation I want to draw our attention to: Isaiah is not using sacrifice to clean himself up to God can stand to be with him; rather, God is cleansing Isaiah  so that Isaiah can stand to be with God. ... 

Through Jesus' sacrifice, God washes us clean. Jesus is like Windex: he cleans the gunk off the window of our hearts so we can see our Father clearly again. He is also like a hazmat suit: he protects us from the radioactive gunk that would put in a "death state." And finally, Jesus is like a shower: his holiness and righteousness wash us clean. Jesus fills in the holes we've punctured in our space suits so we can bask again in the life-giving radiance of God, and reflect that presence to the world. Jesus takes our impurity upon himself to atone for it, and transfers his purity to us. Jesus uses his sacrifice to cleanse us and make us whole. + pgs. 153-155   

Key Idea  

Caricature: 
Sacrifice is how you clean yourself up
so God can stand to be with you.

Gospel: 
Sacrifice is how God cleans you
so you can stand to be with God.


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