Showing posts with label Gospel. Show all posts
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Tuesday, April 7, 2026

A Curious Wonder | "Why Do You Believe in the Resurrection?"

 


 On the morning of 
Monday, March 30, 2026 
I was texted this question,
"Why do you believe in

This post is the composite of the two texts (along with a couple additional quotes from sources that helped shape my response) I sent to answer the wonderfully curious question above that a friend generously asked me a week before Easter Monday.

After all, this is a good question to ask in light of how the proclamation of Jesus' resurrection, whether conceived of as myth or fantasy or reality, has changed the course of human history even if: 

" ... There's no empirical evidence in our lives that anything could ever resurrect. ... Not only is it physically impossible, it seems to fly in the face of everything we see going on in the world around us. All of our best efforts as human beings have been used in war or in oppressing other people. And to say at the end of the day that we could possibly come back to life? It's almost like, number one, why would you want to ever come back here? And number two, how does that even work? ... "


While my answer is by no means exhaustive or particularly enchanting or wise, I hope this exchange between friends provides you with encouragement as you consider if the resurrection of Jesus could possibly be history-altering and personally-transforming good news for you.

"Why Do You Believe
in the Resurrection?"

Thank you for asking. Since I'm preaching on Matthew 28:1-10 this weekend, here are some things already on my mind:

The Gospels record women as the key eye witnesses to this event even though their testimonies in a court of law weren't allowed and were considered untrustworthy in general ... and yet the news these women shared spread dramatically as good and true news when anyone could have simply scoffed at them as second class citizens.

Jews believed in the resurrection of humanity at the end of time, but not one man in time, especially not one man claiming to be divine (i.e. the epitome of blasphemy unless Jesus, Yeshua was / is Yahweh in the flesh); and Greeks didn't value the body so a resurrection doesn't matter much because matter doesn't matter much to them ... yet they came together across ethnic and cultural differences, Jews and Greeks alongside North Africans, Asians, and more to worship Jesus, this God-man as the visible image of the one God of Israel who is Savior and Lord of all.

The disciples were not willing to be seen with Jesus when He was on trial because they were afraid, and they were hiding out of sight during His crucifixion (except a few women, including Mary Magdalene and Mother Mary, and John, most likely cloaked) and hid even more after He died because they were afraid of being crucified as traitors to the empire with Him ... why would they then claim He was resurrected and then die courageously in horrific ways (i.e. flayed to death, dragged to death, stoned, crucified upside down, etc.) shortly thereafter if before and during the crucifixion they weren't willing to die for Him?



Here is the question 
that seems unanswerable:
What did these disciples 
get out of their lie?

When someone deceives another,
the deceiver is always motivated
by some thought of advantage.
What advantage did the disciples
gain by their conspiracy?

They got mocked, hated, sneered at,
their reputation and their civil rights;
they got imprisoned, whipped,
beheaded, sawed in pieces, boiled in oil,
crucified, fed to lions and 

And under torture none ever
confessed that it was all a
lie, a myth, a fabrication?

This is amazing!
The human heart is 
exceedingly fickle,
is it not?
Especially the heart of a liar?
I do not understand what
could have made them endure
such torture except their certainty
that Jesus really did rise
and that they would too.
If they didn't believe
in the resurrection,
why would they give up
the only life they knew
was real for nothing?

If the miracle of the resurrection
didn't really happen,
then an even more incredible
miracle happened.
Twelve Jewish peasants invented
the world's most fantastic
and successful lie for no reason
at all and died for it willingly
and joyfully, as martyrs.
As did millions of others.

But what motivated 
the miracle in their lives?
An effect must have a cause
at least as great as itself,
isn't that true?
I do not see what could
have caused this miracle
of changed lives except
an even greater miracle.
The resurrection would
have such power,
but how could a lie

How did a movement based on the claimed historical resurrection of one man worshiped to be God in the flesh grow from 120 in a room to more than half of the entire Roman Empire's population (i.e. millions upon millions) by AD 400 if it could be claimed as false simply by showing the body of Jesus still in a tomb (which religious leaders and Roman guards could have easily done if Jesus' body was still there), didn't line up with a polytheistic society at all if you're going to try to start a new religion, countered the Roman Empire's gospel that Caesar is the son of god, and welcomed you into the very real possibility that if you joined this community in baptism, you and those you love could most likely die very soon by being crucified, torn apart by lions, sawed in half, burned to death, etc.?

Somehow human history has arguably been most altered by this resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth, a poor Palestinian Jew, subjugated under the Roman Empire in the backwater country even His own people didn't think much good could come out of; yet He is the turning point by which the entire globe now values the things His Kingdom of heaven highlighted, celebrated, and accelerated (ex. freedom, kindness, equality, compassion, consent, progress) as those who go searching tend to find that these almost universally accepted values find their potent and expansive roots in how Jesus' resurrection reveals the true value and purpose of human existence.

The longevity and expansiveness
of this resurrection 
is summed up beautifully
in one Catholic philosopher's pithy quote,

"Christianity has died many times
and risen again;
for it had a God who knew
the way out of the grave."

+ G.K. Chesterton

And for a lesser reason than its history-altering good news, but its personally transforming truth for me is that I would not be the man (very imperfect that I am), the husband, the father, the friend, the neighbor, the citizen, and the pastor that I am in the ways that mirror Jesus unless He is resurrected and is resurrecting me to be more through His abundant life.

I am neither an optimist
nor a pessimist.
Jesus Christ is risen from the dead!

+ Lesslie Newbigin

One more reason I believe in the resurrection is that if Jesus is the image of true humanity and true divinity, of what life on earth is intended to be, He shows us the way to live is not to avoid loss (ultimately displayed in death), but to endure through loss, trusting that part of this human life right now is facing death, enduring death, but not doing it alone, because Jesus has gone before us, and because He is the Resurrection and the Life, He will walk with us through death to show us it does not have the last word. Love generously preserving into everlasting life has the last word.

Jesus went through the Loss of all losses and came out the other side with more than what He lost. In light of the resurrection, life is more than "do good despite loss" (Stoicism). Life is more than "enjoy life despite loss" (Epicureanism). And life is more than "your loss is part of an illusion and not really real" (Platonism). The resurrection of Jesus reveals we are saved from ultimate loss and we gain more than what we lose on the other side of death.

I think the human desire for death to not have the last word, and that it actually won't based on the truth of the resurrection of Jesus Christ who has the power to, and will, restore everything sin has broken in this world when He reconciles heaven and earth into the beauty of what creation is intended to be and will be, is expressed in this C.S. Lewis quote in "Mere Christianity":

" ... The Christian says,
'Creatures are not born with desires
unless satisfaction for those desires exists.
A baby feels hunger:
well, there is such a thing as food.
A duckling wants to swim:
well, there is such a thing as water.
Men feel sexual desire:
well, there is such a thing as sex.

If I find in myself a desire
which no experience in this world can satisfy,
the most probable explanation is
that I was made for another world.
If none of my earthly pleasures satisfy it,
that does not prove that the universe is a fraud.
Probably earthly pleasures
were never meant to satisfy it,
but only to arouse it,
to suggest the real thing.
If that is so, I must take care,
on the one hand, never to despise,
or be unthankful for,
these earthly blessings,
and on the other,
never to mistake them for
the something else of which
they are only a kind of copy,
or echo, or mirage.

I must keep alive in myself
the desire for my true country,
which I shall not find till after death' ... "

The resurrection of Jesus is
'the thing' that defines Christians.
On the resurrection we stake everything ...
Christians hold on to more than morality,
enjoyment, or our souls
we hold on to Someone.

+ Curtis Chang

Christ is all,
Rev. Mike "Sully" Sullivan


Friday, January 2, 2026

New Year Gospel | Word Made Flesh, Dwelling Among Us Pt 2

 


I run to (Jesus in) the Gospel of John 
over and over again like a child 
running toward their favorite pair of arms.

+ Brenna Blain,

The second post for this new year is in continuation of Word Made Flesh, Dwelling Among Us Part 1. As shared in the previous post, this past autumn I enjoyed a month of texting with friends and family, in country and out of the country, some seeking, some believing, sharing each day about a chapter in the Gospel of St. John.

In the Tetramorph representing the Gospels (based on the imagery of being in God's glorious presence featured in Ezekiel 1:4-13 and Revelation 4:1-8), St. John's Gospel is represented by the eagle (see image below) as John speaks to the grace and truth of Jesus' divinity, this good news soaring to the highest heights and reaching to our deepest depths, as the author showcases the Son of God as Immanuel, God with us.

This post will include the text exchanges based on Chapters 13-21 in St. John's Gospel. To honor the anonymity of those I enjoyed these exchanges with, the excerpts below include only my side of the conversation.


 
Chapter 13 | Loved to the End

Having loved His own 
who were in the world, 
(Jesus) loved them to the end 
(vs. 13:1).

How incredible is that? 
Jesus loves us to the end. 
Jesus serves us to the end. 
Jesus cleanses us to the end. 
Jesus will hold onto us until the end, 
just like He did with this crew of disciples, 
including one who would deny Him 
and many who would desert Him 
shortly after this moment.

And His love is so freeing, so filling, so forgiving, and so fierce, if we receive it and let it flow through us, we will be people who can follow His command to love others in the same way He loves us.

A new command I give you: 
Love one another. 
As I have loved you, 
so you must love one another. 
By this everyone will know 
that you are My disciples, 
if you love one another.” 
+ Jesus 
(vv. 13:34-35)

There is an immensely moving rendition of a classic hymn that I think of now when I consider the strength and service of God's love for us. It's a version of "O Love (That Will Not Let Me Go)" that the Holy Spirit has used to soften my heart, turn my love back towards God and my neighbors, and has brought me to tears many times (and that Zoey sang with fellow Burncoat singers at multiple concerts a couple years back).

Perhaps the Spirit will use it to bring comfort and courage to your heart, too, this weekend to go and love and be loved.

Original by G. Matheson, 1882 A.D.
Arrangement by Elaine Hagenberg

O Love that will not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in Thee;
I give Thee back the life I owe,
That in Thy ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be.

O Joy that seeks me through pain,
I cannot close my heart to Thee;
I trace the rainbow through the rain,
And feel the promise is not vain,
That morn shall tearless be.

Chapter 14 | My Peace I Give to You

"Do not let 
your hearts be troubled
+ Jesus
(vs. 14:1)

Here we get to hear from Jesus like Thomas did, "I Am the Way and the Truth and the Life" (vs. 14:6 where Jesus shares the 6th of His 7 "I Am" statements in the Gospel of St. John).

Jesus is the Way to life and to live.
 
He is the Truth that never changes 
and will always be with us 
in our troubles. 

And He is the Life 
that is abundant now 
and flows forever in us 
and forever for us for eternity.

How is He with us now and always? Because Jesus asks God our Father to give us His Spirit, our Advocate, Comforter, Counselor, and Helper who cries out within that we are not orphaned, but part of God's family:

"I will ask the Father, and 
He will give you another Advocate 
to help you and 
be with you forever
—the Spirit of truth. 
The world cannot accept Him, 
because it neither sees Him 
nor knows Him. 
But you know Him, 
for He lives with you and 
will be in you. 
I will not leave you as orphans; 
I will come to you.
+ Jesus 
(vv. 14:16-18)

This presence of God with us is why we can have peace even in a troubled world.

"The Advocate, the Holy Spirit, 
whom the Father will send
in My name, 
will teach you all things and 
will remind you of everything 
I have said to you. 
Peace I leave with you; 
my peace I give you. 
I do not give to you 
as the world gives. 
Do not let your hearts be troubled 
and do not be afraid."
 + Jesus 
(vv. 14:26-27)

Chapter 15 | My Peace I Give to You

I Am the true vine,
and My Father is the Gardener.
+ Jesus
(vs. 15:1, 
where He shares His 7th and 
final "I Am" statement 
in the Gospel of St. John))

This midsection of Jesus' Upper Room discourse (John 14-16) with His disciples where He speaks of remaining with Him and abiding in Him is so needed when I am distracted to look elsewhere to find peace or when I try to prove myself by doing things for God at the expense of learning how to enjoy being with Him:

"As the Father has loved Me, 
so have I loved you. 
Now remain in My love ... 
You did not choose Me, 
but I chose you and 
appointed you so that you might 
go and bear fruit
—fruit that will last—
and so that whatever you ask 
in My name the Father will give you. 
This is My command: 
Love each other.
+ Jesus
(vs. 15:9, 16-17)

Jesus loves to be 
in moments with me, 
and with each of us, and 
He has never wasted any moment. 
planting, pruning, and blossoming us 
into who we are meant to be in Him.

"Remain in Me, 
as I also remain in you. 
No branch can bear fruit by itself; 
it must remain in the vine. 
Neither can you bear fruit 
unless you remain in Me. 
I Am the vine; 
you are the branches. 
If you remain in Me 
and I in you, 
you will bear much fruit; 
apart from Me you can do nothing."
+ Jesus
(vv. 15:4-5)

One of the great invitations and lessons I have been learning during the past 5+ years, whether at home in Massachusetts, at a monastery, in the mountains, or in the messy, mundane, and marvelous of every day life, is how to remain in Him, to be with Him, to enjoy Him, and to listen when He says, "Be still and know that I Am God" (Psalm 46:10).

Everything in life that is full of love and truly lasts will be in connection with Jesus, the great I Am, the Author of life everlasting. "In (Jesus) all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things have been created through Him and for Him" (Colossians 1:16).

"God never wastes anyone's time. 

Consider the growth of a plant. 
Before a gardener can 
enjoy a plant's fruit, 
she or he must tenderly and 
strategically attend to its root. 

So a plant's birth 
begins with its burial. 
The gardener commits 
a generally unremarkable seed 
to the silence of the soil, 
where it sits in stillness 
and lightlessness, 
hidden by the smothering dirt. 
Just when it appears 
as though death is imminent, 
its seeming decay reveals new life. 

The seed becomes less 
and yet more of its former self, 
and in that transformation 
takes hold of the darkness 
and reaches for the sun. 

All that is to come rests greatly 
upon the plant's ability 
to tightly and sightlessly 
develop roots in unseen places."

Chapter 16 | Joy + Peace in You

"I have told you this 
so that My joy may be in you 
and that your joy may be complete.
+ Jesus 
(vs. 15:11)

"I have told you these things, 
so that in Me you may have peace. 
In this world you will have trouble. 
But take heart! 
I have overcome the world.” 
+ Jesus (vs. 16:33)

My joy may be in you.
In Me you may have peace.
In life in a troubled world.
Even when placed in a cradle 
that leads to facing a cross.

"Fix your eyes on Jesus, 
the Pioneer and Perfecter of faith. 
For the joy set before Him 
He endured the cross, 
scorning its shame, and 
sat down at the right hand 
of the throne of God.
+ Hebrews 12:2

In the face of betrayal, suffering, and death, Jesus fixes His eyes on His disciples to pour out His love and life, His joy and His peace on them. And He still does this today from His throne of grace.

He speaks of what He knows His disciples then, and we now, need in our troubles. "Nobody knows the trouble I've seen, nobody knows but Jesus."

Last year, at 3:11 p.m. (15:11 military time), I had a daily reminder set on my phone to pray for and to receive joy in light of what Jesus says in the Gospel of St. John Chapter 15 Verse 11. It was a way of living into what Jesus says the Holy Spirit does in each of us:

"The Spirit will receive from Me 
what He will make known to you.
+ Jesus
(vs. 16:15)

Praying today that you and I will have Jesus' joy and peace made known to us by the Holy Spirit, because "when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the truth" (vs. 16:13). May He guide us into the truth that resurrection is real, and that Jesus' "resurrection, as Patrick Kavanagh describes it, is a kind of 'laugh freed for ever and ever.' Jesus is the supremely joyful one" (David O. Taylor).

May you laugh today knowing the supremely joyful one takes joy in you. Here's one of my favorite recent quotes about how resilient and fierce "good news of great joy" is in a world that tries to crush it just like evil tried to crush the Joyful One:

"Joy is an act of resistance 
against all the forces of despair: 
violence, war, debt, death ... 
all of the things that can 
cause us to think life 
in this world is not worth living. 
Cultivating joy is 
an act of resistance to 
any person, event, or system 
that would have us believe 
that death has the final word 
on our lives.
+ Willie James Jennings

Chapter 17 | May Be One

We hear in Jesus' High Priestly Prayer that shows He was thinking of and praying for us living today (" ... those who will believe in Me ... ") nearly two thousand years ago right before He went to the cross:

My prayer is not for them alone. 
I pray also for those 
who will believe in Me 
through their message 
that all of them may be one, 
Father, just as You are in Me 
and I am in You. 
May they also be in us 
so that the world may believe 
that You have sent Me. ... 
I have made You known to them, 
and will continue to make You known 
in order that the love 
You have for Me 
may be in them and 
that I Myself may be in them.
+ Jesus 
(vv. 17:20-21, 26)

"When Jesus dives into our world, 
the whole Trinity is involved. 
Jesus is sent by the Father, 
as the 'Word become flesh' 
in 'the power of the Spirit.' 
Jesus arrives not as a new thing, 
but as the eternal Son of God 
to do a new thing. 
Jesus doesn't just point us 
to the Father; 
He is the action of the Father 
in our world. 
The Father is acting 
through His Son and 
in His Spirit 
for the salvation of the world.
+ JRB, 

"Love is commitment set in motion. 
The triune God came for more 
than making us right with Him. 
He came to make us one with Him. 
What the triune God has joined together, 
let no way of thinking, dreaming, 
or living, tear asunder.
+ AV, 

God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit continue to pour the love of God in you and me. May we receive this never stopping, never giving up, unbreaking, always and forever love, and be filled with it and rest in it.

And if the Trinity continues to intrigue you with the mystery and wonder of who God is, check out, "Wonder, Mystery & Some Curious Thoughts on the Trinity," featuring a collection of some of the ponderings that have brought a smile to my face and warmth to my heart.

Chapter 18 | Two Confessions

Here we hear two confessions, including one from Jesus that shows we have a wonderful Savior who is willing to do whatever it takes to make us and this world wonderful again:

1) Jesus' True Confession 

Jesus, knowing all that 
was going to happen to Him, 
went out and asked them, 
“Who is it you want?” 
“Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied. 
“I am He,” Jesus said. 
(And Judas the traitor 
was standing there with them.) 
When Jesus said, “I am He,” 
they drew back and fell to the ground. 
(vv. 18:4-6)

2) Peter's False Confession

Peter had to wait outside at the door. 
The other disciple, 
who was known to the high priest, 
came back, spoke to the servant girl 
on duty there and brought Peter in. 
“You aren’t one 
of this man’s disciples too, are you?” 
she asked Peter. 
He replied, “I am not.”
(vv. 18:16-17)

In Jesus' confession, 
He says, "I am He." 
He tells the truth, 
and people fall back in awe. 
Everyone on the side of truth 
listens to Him 
(vs. 18:37).

In Peter's confessions, 
he says, "I am not." 
He denies the truth, and 
he falls back from what he said 
he would do in this moment 

Peter asked, 
“Lord, why can’t I follow you now? 
I will lay down my life for you.” 
Then Jesus answered, 
“Will you really lay down 
your life for Me? 
Very truly I tell you, 
before the rooster crows, 
you will disown Me three times!"
(vv. 13:37-38).

Jesus is willing 
to step into the light 
to face the darkness for us 
as the great I Am.

Often, like Peter, we can often fade into the darkness so as not to be identified with Christ and face the cost of being in the light as He is in the light. But Jesus, out of His love for Peter and for us, still sacrifices Himself and gives grace despite our grievous sin.

He is fearless when we are fearful.
He is faithful when we are faithless.

"You see, at just the right time, 
while we were still powerless, 
Christ died for the ungodly. ... 
God demonstrates His own love 
for us in this: 
While we were still sinners, 
Christ died for us.
+ Romans 5:6, 8

Chapter 19 | Behold

We catch a glimpse of Jesus' terrible crucifixion and a tender moment with His mother, Mary.

Standing by the cross of Jesus 
were His mother and His mother's sister, 
Mary the wife of Clopas, 
and Mary Magdalene. 
When Jesus saw His mother 
and the disciple whom He loved 
standing nearby, 
He said to His mother, 
“Woman, behold, your son!” 
Then He said to the disciple, 
“Behold, your mother!” 
And from that hour the disciple
took her to his own home.
(vv. 19:25-27)

Even when Jesus is in excruciating pain, He is still caring for those He loved, and revealing through this interaction with Mary and John what the community He was creating in His Church would be like.

"In the Greek, we are told that the Beloved Disciple, traditionally called John, took the mother of Jesus to himself that very hour, or that he took her 'to his own that very hour.' What is actually happening in this word from the Cross is much more significant for us on this very day than we might have realized. The saying is about the new community that comes into being through the power of Jesus. When the Christian community is working the way it is supposed to, people are brought together who have absolutely nothing in common, who may have different views on things, who may even dislike each other. The Christian community when it is empowered by the Holy Spirit comes into being without regard to differences. 'There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus' (Gal. 3:28). In giving His mother to the disciple, Jesus is causing a new relationship to come into existence that did not exist before. The disciple and the woman are not only individual people here. They are symbolic: they represent the way that family ties are transcended in the Church by the ties of the Spirit. That is why Jesus calls His mother 'woman' in all of the Gospel of John. He is setting aside the blood relationship in order to create a much wider family. May we who belong to Christ be newly committed to our calling, so that blood and race and class may be truly transcended in His Name, for our good and for His glory.

+ Fleming Rutledge

One other pretty amazing thing is going on here in that all the details for declaring someone King in that day and age are happening despite everyone's evil machinations to kill Jesus and silence God's Word.

Jesus' death was not a defeat. In God's grandest irony, it was a royal coronation. In the early hours of Good Friday, Jesus had confirmed to the Roman Empire that He was king. In St. John's Gospel we read, "You are a king, then!' said Pilate. Jesus answered, 'You say that I am a king. In fact, the reason I was born and came into the world is to testify to the truth. Everyone on the side of truth listens to Me'" (John 18:37).

A military escort then took Jesus out before the people. The crowd shouted for Him and no other to take the throne (Matthew 27:15-23; Mark 15:6-14; Luke 23:18-22; John 18:39-19:7; 19:15). Soldiers took Jesus away and draped a royal robe on His bleeding back. They crowned Him and knelt before Him, all singing, "Hail!" (Matthew 27:27-30; Mark 15:16-19; John 19:2-3). We even note that Luke has Herod, the supposed "king of the Jews," robing Jesus (Luke 23:11) in what would look like an exchange of power in any other scene. Then Pilate, the representative of the Roman Empire presented Jesus, dressed in royalty, to the religious elite. "Here is the man!" Pilate said to the priests. "Here is your king" (John 19:5, 14). The soldiers then paraded Jesus through town, with Jews and Gentiles alike lining the streets to see Him (Matthew 27:31-34; Mark 15:20-23; Luke 23:26-33; John 19:6-17) as they would a new emperor.

Jesus was marched to the highest place in the land to sit on His throne – the saddle of a cross (as crosses were often outfitted with a small seat-like notch where the body of a crucified person might rest though this was not done out of mercy – the saddle prolonged the execution and therefore the agony by allowing the crucified one to breathe more easily). Priests, soldiers, and relatives surrounded Him at His throne while a servant gave Him wine (Matthew 27:34, 41; Mark 15:23; John 19:25) and a sign overhead proclaimed, "THIS IS JESUS, THE KING OF THE JEWS," written in the three great languages of the day (Matthew 27:37; John 19:19-20) to declare His coronation. Here Jesus was enthroned for the entire world to see (Psalm 2).

This scene captured in John 19 reveals physically what was also happening in the spiritual realm in relation to Jesus' triumph over evil and the forgiveness and life that was given us through Him:

"For in Christ 
all the fullness of the Deity 
lives in bodily form, 
and in Christ 
you have been brought to fullness. 
He is the head over 
every power and authority. ... 
God made you alive with Christ. 
He forgave us all our sins, 
having canceled the charge 
of our legal indebtedness, 
which stood against us 
and condemned us; 
He has taken it away, 
nailing it to the cross. 
And having disarmed 
the powers and authorities, 
He made a public spectacle of them, 
triumphing over them by the cross.
+ Colossians 2:9-10, 13-15

Chapter 20 | Have Life

I love Jesus' interactions with both Mary and Thomas.

So personal.
So vulnerable.
So full of doubt and faith.
So full of wonder and worship.

By the end of both Mary and Thomas' interactions, both are in awe of the risen Jesus as Teacher, Savior, Lord, and God.

This Gospel could have included others that happened, but "these are written that you / I / we may believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in His name." (vs. 20:31)

And now we are invited to respond like Mary and Thomas with, “My Lord and my God!And when we do, Jesus says of us, "blessed are those who have not seen (Me) and yet have believed.” (vs. 20:29)

Chapter 21 | Room For

I love how the Gospel of St. John ends. Along with Jesus' gracious forgiveness and restoration of Simon Peter, this Gospel concludes with:

Jesus did many other things as well. 
If every one of them were written down, 
I suppose that even the whole world 
would not have room 
for the books that would be written
(vs. 21:25).

It's a poignant and 
personal conclusion 
in which we are invited again 
into wonder and worship 
of this One who we get to love 
because He first loved us, 
this One we get to call 
"my Lord and my God
who calls us 
"My beloved disciple and my friend.

And as much as we know Him now, 
there's infinitely more to discover 
in all that He has done, 
is doing, and 
will do as the resurrecting and 
restoring King of kings and 
Lord of lords.

With wild wonder and hope,

Rev. Mike “Sully” Sullivan


Thursday, January 1, 2026

New Year Gospel | Word Made Flesh, Dwelling Among Us Pt 1



Happy New Year!
There's good news for 2026.

I run to (Jesus in) the Gospel of John 
over and over again like a child 
running toward their favorite pair of arms.

+ Brenna Blain,

The first post for this new year is based on one of my favorite memories of 2025. Near the close of the year, I enjoyed a month of texting with friends and family, in country and out of the country, some seeking, some believing, sharing each day about one chapter in the Gospel of St. John.

In the Tetramorph representing the Gospels (based on the imagery of being in God's glorious presence featured in Ezekiel 1:4-13 and Revelation 4:1-8), St. John's Gospel is represented by the eagle (see image below) as John speaks to the grace and truth of Jesus' divinity, this good news soaring to the highest heights and reaching to our deepest depths, as the author showcases the Son of God as Immanuel, God with us.

Today, with Emmaus City Church, we will begin the new year worshiping together, focused on Jesus in John 1:1-5 and 10-14, full of grace and truth, dwelling among usThis post will touch on Chapter 1 as well, including brief reflections that were part of text exchanges based on Chapters 1-12 in St. John's Gospel. To honor the anonymity of those I enjoyed these exchanges with, the excerpts below include only my side of the conversation.

 
Chapter 1 | He Is the Beginning

The beginning of this Gospel offers us a poetic and powerful introduction that mirrors the beginning of the first book of the Bible in Genesis 1 (i.e. both books begin with "In the beginning ... ) and then showcases God's creation and liberation of the world through Jesus, "the Word made flesh who made His dwelling among us" (vs. 14).

Jesus is the Logos (Greek word translated to "Word," but is bigger in meaning as the rationale foundation of the universe, the very wisdom and power of God to create everything), the Life of God (vs. 4), and the Light the darkness cannot overcome (vs. 5).

And Jesus is reconciling heaven and earth in being both fully human and fully God in His embodied dwelling among us in the Incarnation as Emmanuel, God with us, "the Word made flesh who made His dwelling among us" (vs. 14).

As Tim Keller writes, 

Some have argued that 
the supreme miracle of Christianity is not 
but the Incarnation. 

The beginningless, omnipotent Creator 
of the universe took on a human nature 
without the loss of His deity, 
so that Jesus, the son of Joseph of Nazareth, 
was both fully divine and fully human. 
Of all things that Christianity proclaims, 
this is the most staggering. 

J.I. Packer puts it starkly: 

"God became man; 
the divine Son became a Jew; 
the Almighty appeared on earth 
as a helpless human baby, 
unable to do more than lie 
and stare and wriggle and make noises, 
needing to be fed and changed 
and taught to talk like any other child. ... 
The babyhood of the Son of God 
was a reality. 
The more you think about it, 
the more staggering it gets. 
Nothing in fiction is so fantastic 
as is this truth of the Incarnation."

+ Hidden Christmas:

Chapter 2 | Filling What's Empty

The story continues with an abundant showcase of Jesus bringing the bigger and better party, while also revealing how He cleans house so no one and nothing can pillage our experience of being in God's presence.

The Wedding at Cana is the first of seven signs (i.e. public miracles that point to who Jesus is) John includes in his Gospel to reveal that Jesus is the Son of God.

In this scene of celebration turned crisis (it was inhospitable and shameful to not have enough to share with everyone over the multi-day wedding celebration), Jesus listens to His mother to bless the guests on the third day (remember what happens on the third day later in His story ... ) and resurrect the party. But to do so, Jesus reveals Himself publicly, which begins His time, His journey towards the cross.

Mary also listens to Jesus 
and says her final words 
we hear from her in the Gospels, 
words every disciple of Jesus 
learns to say like she did 
as His first disciple:

"Do whatever He tells you.
(vs. 5)

Why do I want to continue to learn to do what Jesus says? Because He brings the abundance of heaven to earth at no cost to me and to everyone who follows Him, fulfilling what prophets (Amos 9:13-14; Joel 3:18) had been saying would happen when the Messiah comes, including Isaiah in one of my favorite passages:

Isaiah 55:1
Come, all you who are thirsty, 
come to the waters;
and you who have no money,
come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
without money and without cost. 
2 Why spend money on what is not bread, 
and your labor on what does not satisfy? 
Listen, listen to Me, and eat what is good, 
and you will delight in the richest of fare. 
3 Give ear and come to Me; 
listen, that you may live.

Jesus performs His first public miracle at great cost to Himself, but at no cost to the wedding party, including us if we believe in Him. He's beginning to reveal what heaven on earth looks like. As Joshua Ryan Butler says in God Is on Your Side:

God turns water into wine all the time.
Rain falls to the earth, soaks into the soil,
and is absorbed by the vine.
It eventually emerges in the grapes,
which come bursting off the branches.
With this miracle,
Jesus is not contradicting nature
but rather speeding up the process,
through Himself as the Vine.

Yet there's one more crucial step
in the process of making wine:
You have to crush the grapes.
Jesus is crushed
to bring forth resurrection wine.
His life poured out is what
brings life to the world.

And that's why His response at the temple with the tables is also a display of His passionate love and purpose for us. The places where goods were being sold filled up where Gentiles in particular were supposed to have room in the temple courts to be close to the one God and Lord of heaven and earth. Jesus clears the cacophony out of this temple just like when we confess and repent, believing He is where we meet with God (i.e. He is the true temple that is raised in three days). He purifies what's in our hearts and minds (see hint of this in the purification jars He chose to fill with water that's turned into wine at Cana) so we can hear His voice and be full of His peace.

Jesus fills what's empty in us.
And Jesus clears what's crowding out
our ability to connect with Him.
He wants more for us.
He wants us to see the signs
and believe in His name (vs. 23).

John 2 reminds me of a newer song, "Come As You Are" based on an older hymn, "Come Ye Disconsolate." Both are beautiful and powerful and reflect Jesus' power to fill us and purify us.

Chapter 3 | God So Loved You

In one of the most read chapters, the focus features Jesus' powerful exchange with religious and cultural leader Nicodemus in the first half of Chapter 3, and the Prophet John the Baptizer's joyful words about Jesus to close the chapter.

Some of my most memorized verses are featured here:

For God so loved the world 
that He gave His one and only Son, 
that whoever believes in Him 
shall not perish but have eternal life. 
For God did not send His Son 
into the world to condemn the world, 
but to save the world through Him. 
+ Jesus 
(John 3:16-17)

He (Jesus) must become greater; 
I must become less. 
+ John the Baptizer 
(John 3:30)

Life to its fullest is offered in Jesus. 
A proud and powerful man like Nicodemus 
is offered and needs this good news 
about the one and only Savior of the world. 

And a poor and prophetic man like John 
is offered and needs this good news 
about the one and only Savior of the world. 

And I desperately need this good news.

After all, if what Jesus says about Himself, and what John says about Him is true, then the world is not "going to hell in a hand basket." The God who made it, through Christ, is redeeming and rescuing His children from every tribe, tongue, and nation, including me, and is restoring the world to be the place where heaven and earth reconcile.

Why? Because His love is strong enough and His grace is greater than my sin and evil and the satanic systems in play in this world that seek to accuse, steal, kill, and destroy. Jesus is greater, and His greatest act of love will turn things upside down and expose evil's weakness. In light of that, this morning, I'm singing with "We the Kingdom":

For God so loved
The World that He gave us
His one and only Son
To save us.
Whoever believes in Him
Will live forever.
The power of hell
Forever defeated,
Now it is well,
I'm walking in freedom
For God so loved the world.

Also, for a quiet, yet powerful, artistic portrayal of Jesus' conversation with Nicodemus at night on a rooftop, here's a clip from The Chosen.

Chapter 4 | He Had To

Now (Jesus) had to go through Samaria 
... (vs. 4). 

Love the focus and determination 
that begins the beautiful story of Jesus 
meeting the woman at the well.

He had to go through Samaria, the place of tension and hostility. Jews and Samaritans did not get along, but Jesus stepped into this divisive moment to bring deliverance. Jesus has to meet people where they are, including us, and change lives forever.

Jesus had to meet this woman in her isolation, bitterness, grief, and pain. He chose her when others had abandoned or left her. He wanted to be with her when she went to the well in the heat of the day to avoid being with people. He offered her the water that would sustain her and save her in the deserted places of her heart and life.

The woman said, “I know that Messiah” (called Christ) “is coming. When He comes, He will explain everything to us.” Then Jesus declared, “I, the one speaking to you—I am He.” (vv. 25-26).

She listened to the Messiah, and now, fully able to see herself through Jesus' eyes, she believed the good news that her sin was forgiven, her life was redeemed, and her story would help save others.

Many of the Samaritans from that town believed in him because of the woman’s testimony, “He told me everything I ever did.” So when the Samaritans came to Him, they urged Him to stay with them, and He stayed two days. And because of His words many more became believers. They said to the woman, “We no longer believe just because of what you said; now we have heard for ourselves, and we know that this man really is the Savior of the world.” (vv. 39-42)

And we can trust now 
that Jesus, the Messiah, 
is still meeting us and speaking to us, 
even today in simply reading this story 
in the Scriptures that share His Word 
of hope, truth, and grace 
that changes our history 
and heals our hearts.

Like with the Samaritan woman, 
Jesus is compelled to meet me 
in the heat of the day 
when my life is not what I expected. 
When relationships aren't 
what I want them to be and 
spirituality proves murky and muddled, 
Jesus comes to me, and to you, 
to offer us living water 
that clarifies, satisfies, and 
won't stop welling up within us 
when we drink from Him, 
filling us with His eternal life 
that overflows to others.

Drinking this water proves so good, I want to share it with others like the woman did with the town people she once avoided. Like her, we can tell our stories ("everything I ever did," vs. 29), including weaknesses, failures, and fears, and know He will redeem.

Par the course for many of these first stories in the Gospel of St. John, The Chosen provides a powerful glimpse of what some of this conversation might have been like at the well.

Chapter 5 | Want to Get Well?

"Do you want to get well?” 
(vs. 6) 

Love this question from Jesus to the man at the pool of Bethesda. For 38 years, this man has known life from one perspective, and Jesus asks him if he wants to experience something freeing, something healing that only Jesus can provide. And the man decides he wants more of what Jesus can offer than what the man has known for nearly 4 decades.

I'm grateful that Jesus still asks people today like you and me, “Do you want to get well?” And that we have the opportunity to answer Jesus, "Yes," and receive restoration and resurrection like this man.

How? Because Jesus is Lord, one with the Father and the Spirit, and, “My Father is always at His work to this very day, and I too am working.” (vs. 17)

God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit are always at work to bring healing, rest, and salvation to those who desire it and ask for it from Jesus, in this life with full healing guaranteed in life after death.

But sadly, I confess, I sometimes want to stay where I am with what I know. I live by what I understand instead of believing what Jesus says He can do. I settle for so much less. And Jesus' words still pierce like a good doctor who knows what when a patient has been healthy and sees what it takes to be healed again: “See, you are well again. Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.” (vs. 14)

So I repent again today, turning to Jesus and trusting Him when He says, "For just as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, even so the Son gives life to whom He is pleased to give it." (vs. 21)

"Jesus, I want to be made well. 
Give me the life only You can give. 
Amen."

Very truly I tell you, 
whoever hears My Word 
and believes Him who sent Me 
has eternal life and will not be judged 
but has crossed over from death to life. 
Very truly I tell you, 
a time is coming 
and has now come 
when the dead will hear 
the voice of the Son of God 
and those who hear will live.
+ Jesus 
(vv. 24-25)

The pool of Bethesda reminds me of a powerful song (and banger) by artist, author, and hip hop MC, Sho Baraka, also titled, "Bethesda." I include the lyrics and the link to the song at the end of this post focused on the life of abolitionist Absalom Jones, a man who not only lived with the belief that Jesus could heal and transform people, but that Jesus was the King of kings who could also liberate and change (religious, political) systems to provide glimpses, no matter how small, of an answer to the prayer "Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven."

Clouds will come,
The rain will fall.
Sometimes the sun
Won’t shine at all.
From pain inside,
Cries will soar.
But I’m hoping that You
Hold all things together.

Wade in the water,
Wade in the water, children,
Wade in the water,
God's gonna trouble the water.

+ Sho Baraka, 

Chapter 6 | To Whom Shall We Go?

"It is I; don't be afraid.
(vs. 20)

"The work of God is this: 
to believe in the One He has sent.
(vs. 29)

I am the Bread of Life. 
Whoever comes to Me 
will never go hungry, and 
whoever believes in Me 
will never be thirsty.
(vs. 35)

"I am the Bread of Life" is the first of the 7 "I Am" statements in John's Gospel, each speaking to who Jesus is as the great I Am. Each answers a deep need, and this one speaks to how Jesus provides contentment in a world of coveting, fullness and satisfaction in a world of never enough.

This is why it can be so hard to believe in Him because we're swimming in waters that tell us there's always something else we should want and something else we should look to in order to feel safe, to look for satisfaction. But in the times we realize we're in a desert, Jesus promises to be the manna that meets us in our wilderness and gives us life that will sustain us always.

So with Peter, I have learned to respond, "Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life." (vs. 68) And lately, the song, "Where Else Can I Go?" helps me sing these words to Him.

Chapter 7 | Let Anyone

Here Jesus again offers an invitation for us to trust Him, rest in Him, and taste and see that He alone can refresh and satisfy:

On the last and greatest day of the festival, 
Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, 

Let anyone who is thirsty 
come to Me and drink. 
Whoever believes in Me, 
as Scripture has said, 
rivers of living water 
will flow from within them. 

By this He meant the Spirit, 
whom those who believed in Him 
were later to receive. 
+ John 7:37-39

These words remind me of another favorite passage in Matthew's Gospel:

“Come to Me, 
all you who are weary and burdened, 
and I will give you rest. 
Take My yoke upon you 
and learn from Me, for
and you will find rest for your souls. 
For My yoke is easy 
and My burden is light.”

May this day be full of invitation to rest and find Jesus with us and for us, and may each of us freely receive all He has to graciously give when He says, "Come to Me."

Weary burdened wanderer,
There is rest for thee
At the feet of Jesus
In His love so free.

There is freedom taste and see,
Hear the call come to Me.
Run into His arms of grace,
Your burden carried He will take.

Chapter 8 | I Am

Now we get to hear the 2nd of 7 "I Am" statements Jesus says to reveal who He is the leaders and the people:

I am the Light of the world. 
Whoever follows Me 
will never walk in darkness, 
but will have the light of life.” 
+ Jesus 
(vs. 8:12)

Jesus is the light who shines in the darkness that the darkness cannot overcome (vs. 1:5), whether He is protecting the woman at the beginning of the chapter through revealing the hypocrisy of those who aim to stone her and trap Jesus, or whether He is warning the Pharisees about their sin and their lack of trust in Him.

"Neither do I condemn you. 
Go now and leave your life of sin.” 
(vs. 8:11)

"I told you 
that you would die in your sins; 
if you do not believe that I am He, 
you will indeed die in your sins.” 
(vs. 8:24)

Only God is able to forgive sins and redeem people, and Jesus offers this to anyone who will listen to Him, including the Pharisees, woman, and the people throughout the scenes in this chapter. And John tells us that, "Even as He spoke, many believed in Him" (vs. 8:30).

And He reveals what this faith, trust, and loyalty to Him means in order for Him to be the I Am who is the Bread of life and the Light of the world. Jesus has to be greater than Abraham, greater than the prophets, the one God gives glory to, truly the Word of God made flesh (vv. 8:52-58). And with His final words in this chapter, they finally get that He is saying all this and that's why they want to stone Him for blasphemy. When Jesus says, "I Am," He is saying He is the one and only liberating and holy God who revealed Himself to Moses with the same words:

Moses said to God, 
Suppose I go to the Israelites 
and say to them, 
‘The God of your fathers 
has sent me to you,’ 
and they ask me, 
‘What is his name?’ 
Then what shall I tell them?” 

God said to Moses, 
This is what you are to say 
to the Israelites: 
‘I Am has sent me to you.’” 

God also said to Moses, 
Say to the Israelites, 
‘The LORD, the God of your fathers
—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac 
and the God of Jacob—
has sent me to you.’ 
“This is My name forever, 
the name you shall call Me 
from generation to generation.
+ Exodus 3:13-15

One song that came to mind while reading this chapter that I love singing in worship with Emmaus City Church is, "Light of the World."

Chapter 9 | See

Jesus reminds us again that He is the Light of the world (vs. 9:5) who not only the darkness cannot overcome, but also who makes the blind see. And Jesus does this not only through the power of His words, but also through the compassion of His touch and the nearness of His presence.

"The man they call Jesus made some mud and put it on my eyes. He told me to go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and then I could see" (vs. 11).

This moment reminds me of the powerful words from the timeless hymn, "Amazing Grace,"

" ... I once was lost,
but now I'm found,
was blind,
but now I see
... "

May we have humble hearts to listen to what Jesus says, do what He asks, and see where the Light of the world shines in the darkness and worship Him.

When we worship Jesus (another example of Jesus' divinity in this Gospel as it is only good, right, and true to worship God alone), we give love, awe, and glory to the One who is worthy of it. And then we are also sent to witness to what we have heard, seen, and experienced, like this blind man did from the pool of Siloam, which means "sent," when he kept speaking what he now believed about Jesus to his neighbors, family, and to the Pharisees.

The man said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped Him. Jesus said, “For judgment I have come into this world, so that the blind will see and those who see will become blind" (vv. 38-39)

Here's a Gospel medley of "Humble Thyself" and "Amazing Grace" that surges like a timeless and timely spiritual.

Chapter 10 | Listen

Here St. John includes two more "I Am" statements by Jesus (we're up to 4 out of 7): "I Am the Gate" (vs. 9) and "I Am the Good Shepherd" (vv. 11, 14), both revealing more of the depth of Jesus' identity as the Lord of heaven and earth and the One who saves.

"My sheep listen to My voice;
I know them, and they follow Me.
I give them eternal life, and
they shall never perish;
no one will snatch them out of My hand.
My Father, who has given them to Me,
is greater than all;
no one can snatch them out
of My Father’s hand.
I and the Father are one.

(vv. 27-30)

This passage showcases Jesus fulfilling and embodying the most popular Psalm in Scripture: Psalm 23:

1 The LORD is my shepherd,
I shall not want,
I have what I need,
I lack nothing.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, 
He leads me beside quiet waters,
3 He restores my soul. 
He guides me on paths of righteousness 
for His name’s sake.
4 Though I walk through the valley 
of the shadow of death, 
I will fear no evil, 
for You are with me; 
Your rod and your staff, 
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me 
in the presence of my enemies. 
You anoint my head with oil; 
my cup overflows.
6 Surely Your goodness and mercy 
and love will follow me 
all the days of my life, and 
I will dwell in 
the House of the LORD forever.

Jesus is the LORD, the great I Am, and with Him we lack nothing. With Him, we have everything we need in this life and the life to come. He leads us where we need to go and He restores us along the Way. With Him, we don't have to fear evil or death because He has crushed the evil one through His victory on the cross and overcome death through His resurrection. His Eucharist table is a table of reconciliation where enemies come together to be God's family. And through His mercy and goodness and love, we can trust Him that no one can take us out of His hand and that forever we will dwell with Him.

One of my favorite songs that helps me remember the power and comfort of John 10 is "Psalm 23 (I Am Not Alone)" by People & Songs.

Chapter 11 | The One You Love

Here we see four particularly powerful revelations about Jesus:

Jesus reveals God
not only loves people generally,
but also very personally:
Lord, the one You love is sick.” 
(vs. 3)

 Jesus reveals God 
grieves with us, 
feels pain with us, 
has compassion on us, 
and cries: Jesus wept.
(vs. 11:35)

Jesus reveals God's 
anger against the destruction of death 
is visceral (i.e. "deeply moved" in Greek 
is a gutteral anger against the forces of death): 
Jesus, once more deeply moved, 
came to the tomb. (vs. 38)

Jesus reveals God 
can raise someone from the dead 
no matter how long 
they've been in a tomb, and 
call them to come and 
follow Him into new life: 
Lazarus, come out!” 
The dead man came out, 
his hands and feet wrapped 
with strips of linen, 
and a cloth around his face. 
Jesus said to them, 
Take off the grave clothes and let him go.” 
(vv. 43-44)

We receive the same invitation from God today. And we can respond like Lazarus in how we come and follow Jesus, singing the words of "Grave Clothes."

Here we also get to hear Jesus' 5th I Am declaration: “I Am the Resurrection and the Life. The one who believes in Me will live, even though they die; and whoever lives by believing in Me will never die. Do you believe this?” (vv. 25-26)

Chapter 12 | Behold

Lots of amazing things went on in Chapter 12 of St. John's Gospel. One moment that is extravagant, beautiful, and full of wonder involves Mary anointing Jesus in vv. 3-8. I love how Japanese American artist and author Makoto Fujimura describes this moving moment:

"In a remarkable scene in John 12, 
Mary of Bethany barges in and 
breaks open this jar of nard 
that she's been saving up all her life. 

The disciples are furious at her 
as she is doing only what a woman 
should be allowed to do 
on her wedding day, 
which was to anoint her bridegroom. 
Everybody knew what that 
aroma signified. 
They're expecting Jesus 
to kick her out and 
Jesus says, 'No, you have no idea. 
You don't understand this night. 
She has done a beautiful thing to Me.' 

Mary is responding to 
this encounter with Jesus 
when Jesus intentionally came late. 
He was supposed to come and 
heal Lazareth, her brother, 
and he's dead. 
So she's very upset with Him. 
And Jesus' answer to Mary 
was His tears. 
Jesus wept. 

When Jesus wept, 
it was this gratuitous, 
useless beauty 
that was flowing through Him 
to her and she knew that. 
And all she could do was to think, 
'What is the most valuable thing 
that I have to offer back to Him?' 
So she grabs this jar and runs in. 
She wasn't thinking about 
this drama that she would create. 
What she knew was that 
Jesus was going to suffer, 
so the only thing she can do 
is to anoint Him. 
But what she has done is beautiful 
and enduring because it's ephemeral, 
it's useless, because it's a waste. 

God demands of us so much more 
than what's transactional. 
It is really about the gift 
that we've been given and 
the only response we can give back 
is with extravagance, 
with gratuitous beauty. 
And we need to tell this story, 
not the story of pragmatism, 
not the story of utility. 
This story of extravagance, 
of gratuitous beauty is the Gospel." 

+ Makoto Fujimura

Some key words that help unpack what Makoto is saying about this powerful scene that has been remembered for nearly 2,000 years are:

To wonder at the beauty, 
abundance, and truth 
within God's creation.

Waste & Uselessness
Philosophical terms 
for things that are utilitarian. 
Wonder appreciates the value of things 
in and of themselves, 
not their pragmatic value.

Wonder & Wisdom
Wonder is to wisdom 
what flavor is to cooking. 
"Taste and see that the Lord is good
(Psalm 34:8).

Extravagant Beauty
God sent His Son to die for us 
while we were sinners 
estranged from Him (Romans 5:8). 
His wondrous, extravagant love 
restored us to Himself, 
to His truth and beauty. 
Because of His love, 
we have the gift of wonder – 
to know Him.

To consider these themes a bit more with Makoto and others, check out this 15-minute video from the "For the Life of the World" series entitled, "Wonder."

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With wild wonder and hope,

Rev. Mike “Sully” Sullivan