Wednesday, October 26, 2022

CN Special: Rublev's Icon | A Window into the Heart of God


Rublev's Icon featured in The Pursuing God by Joshua Ryan Butler


God doesn't create us because he needs us; he creates us because he wants us. God is not just being; God is Being, the ground of our existence. The Trinity creates the world in divine freedom, not to fill a need within but from an overflow of divine life, light, and love. God is not trying to get something from us; God is giving God to us. Divine love gives birth to creation. In the words of C.S. Lewis, "in God there is no hunger that needs to be filled, only plenteousness that desires to give." We were created by the spreading goodness of God, and exist for this goodness — to live and subsist enfolded within the overwhelming, enveloping love of God. God is generous goodness. + Joshua Ryan Butler, The Pursuing God


In light of wonder and abundance being themes I think God has wanted me to focus on in 2022, I received a beautiful invitation in a time of prayer with others among Emmaus City Church to return this week to one of my favorite books of the past decade, The Pursuing God by Joshua Ryan Butler. 

Both of Butler's books, The Skeletons in God's Closet and The Pursuing God, are in my Top 20 books that I've read in the past 10 years, and today I wanted to share his reflection on Rublev's icon, an image of invitation that has shaped the holy imagination of Orthodox, Catholic, and Protestant followers of Jesus for centuries. If you've never "read" a visual icon before, some things to notice before reading Butler's verbal reflection are: 

the colors, 
the posture of the figures, 
the walking staffs, 
the mountain, the tree, and the home, 
and the chalice.

But before I share this excerpt from The Pursuing God, here is a brief word from Butler for those who are unfamiliar with the history of icons and/or concerned about them in some form or fashion:

A word about icons: some people worry about "worshipping" them, but icons don't depict God directly. They depict scenes and characters from Scripture and are intended to be viewed more like a window than a painting, meant not so much to be looked at, but through, using color, symbolism, and imagery to give us a glimpse into the story of the gospel and the heart of God. Especially in times when most people were illiterate, icons were able to communicate truths visually about God on a broad and popular level that was easy to understand and remember.


Rublev's Icon | A Colorful Window into the Heart of God, the Trinity

Rublev's icon comes from a scene in Genesis 18, where Abraham shares a meal with three angelic visitors. In the passage, we eventually learn that Abraham is actually having a meal with God, and these visitors give him the promise of a son through whom God will save the world. 

Rublev depicts this meal scene, and uses it as a window into the life of the Trinity. Let's start with a look at their colors.  
1) The Spirit (on the right) is clothed in blue like the skies above and green like the grass below. The significance? The Spirit moves through heaven and earth, sustaining all things — the atmosphere we breathe and the ground beneath our feet — and bringing life to the world. All things hold together in the Spirit; were God's presence to completely depart, creation would fall apart. 
2) The Son (in the middle) wears reddish brown like earthen clay, and blue like the heights of the sky we look up to. This speaks to Jesus bearing flesh and bone, being fully united with our humanity and the earth from which we are made (the red), yet fully divine, bearing all the transcendence of heaven above (the blue). Jesus unites divinity and humanity in his very person, reconciling heaven and earth. And Jesus wears a gold sash over his shoulder, sign of his royal authority that reminds us, "the government will be upon His shoulder." The Son of heaven is the King of earth, the desire of the nations, and the hope of the world. 
3) The Father (on the left) appears to wear all colors. The garment's fabric seems almost transparent, changing with the light. A patch of blue underneath reminds us of his transcendent divinity as our heavenly Father, yet we are struck more by the radiance of his clothing. God is beyond description, yet fills the universe through his Son and Spirit, fulfilling all things in himself. 
4) Finally, notice the radiance around their faces and how everything that touches them is gold: their seats, wings, and chalice. God's presence communicates value. All things are made precious, perfect, and holy in their midst. It is not that the Trinity has valuable things; rather, things become valuable in their midst. 
The Father, Son, and Spirit shine brightly in their light, life, and love, bathing all who soak in their presence with the radiance of their glorious goodness.

Rublev's Icon | A Posture of Holy Love

Notice their posture. This is perhaps the most significant feature of the icon. Each person is bent outward away from himself, his gaze arched toward the others in love. The position of their hands, the openness of their bodies, the look on their faces, all communicate a giving outward and receiving from others.

The Father, Son, and Spirit are not grasping for power and attention from one another, but rather giving glory and attention to each other. This speaks to a major theme in Jesus' teaching: that the Father seeks to glorify the Son, the Son seeks to glorify the Father, and the Spirit brings glory to them both. Rather than seeking to build their own platform against one another, they lift up one another. In Jesus' longest recorded prayer (John 17), the main theme is the Father, Son, and Spirit glorifying one another in the love they've had from before the creation of the world.

How are the Father, Son, and Spirit one God? The church has used a fancy Greek word, perichoresis, to explore this. It means "mutual indwelling" and comes from the image of a circle dance — combining the words peri ("around") and chorein ("make room for") — think of three dances moving "around" one another and "making room for" one another. In their rapid, harmonious movement, it can be hard to tell where one stops and the other begins.

The Father, Son, and Spirit mutually indwell one another. Jesus declares, "I am in the Father and the Father is in me" (John 14:10-11); the Father actually indwells Jesus' identity, and vice versa. Their identities are intertwined, overflowing into one another. Jesus even goes so far as the say, "If you've seen me, you've seen the Father (John 14:9)." We not only look at Jesus, but through Jesus, to encounter the heart of the Father. Jesus is like a powerful icon through whom we see the face of God.

The Father, Son, and the Spirit define themselves in relation to one another. Without the Son, the Father would not be a father. Without the Father, the Son would not be a son. Without them both, the Spirit would not be their spirit. The Father, Son, and Spirit are God. As you look at the actions of Jesus, you're actually seeing the Father's movement in his world, in the power of their Spirit. As if this indwelling couldn't get pushed any further, Jesus tops the cake, saying, "I and the Father are one" (John 10:30). The Father and Son are, in their Spirit, an external communion of holy love. They are bound up in, with, and for one another. God is inherently relational.


Rublev's Icon | Walking Staffs, a Mountain, Tree, and Home

God enters the journey with us. 
Each of three figures in Rublev's icon carries a walking staff, a sign that God travels down our dusty roads to find us and bring us home. What does this journey home look like? In the background landscape, behind the Father, Son, and Spirit, are a mountain, a tree, and a house. Each depicts a part of our journey into the heart of God. 
The mountain is behind the Spirit. The Spirit of God finds us in the rocky, distant places, and guides us along paths that may be steep and difficult, but ultimately brings us through these treacherous trails to a high place, the "mountaintop experience," where heaven and earth meet. As the Spirit guides us up the trail, the mountain is arched toward Jesus: the Spirit's goal is to lead us to Jesus. 
Jesus sits before a tree, which spreads its shade to offer rest and refreshment from the heat of the sun and the difficult journey. We are reminded of the Tree of Life in Eden, where we were created to receive life in union with God, and of the cross, where Jesus transforms our death-dealing curse on that forsaken tree into life-giving power through his resurrection, reestablishing the Tree of Life and breathing the winds of Eden back into creation. Jesus is the Tree of Life who replants the garden of God. The tree is also, like the mountain, bent to the left, toward that Father: Jesus brings us home to the Father. 
Notice how the Father's house has a tower, rising high above everything else, giving the Father a sovereign view of the whole land below. Its door and upper window are open, facing outward toward the world. In the words of one observer, our Father's home is "the goal of our journey, the beginning and end of our lives ... Its door is always open, it has a tower, and its window is always open so that the Father can incessantly scan the roads for a glimpse of a returning prodigal." 
Our heavenly Father's posture is one of open embrace, inviting us into life with him. The Father pursues us through his Son, in their Spirit, with the goal to bring us home.

Rublev's Icon | Through the Son, In the Spirit, a Personal Union

The icon is meant to be read from left to right: from the Father, through the Son, to the Spirit. The early church held that God always acts through his Son and in his Spirit. Irenaeus, one of the earliest church fathers, described Jesus and the Holy Ghost as the "two hands" of God, always present in all his works. So, for example, at creation God spoke the world into existence through his Word (saying, "Let there be!") and in his Spirit ("hovering over the waters").

Jesus is this Word through whom the universe was spoken into existence, the very Voice of God, and the Holy Spirit is this Spirit in whom the world has come to be, the very Breath of God, now indwelling our hearts. Similarly, throughout the Old Testament, the "word of the LORD" and "Spirit of God" come to prophets, priests, and kings, bringing God's action to bear in the world. The church has used a Latin phrase for this: opera ad extra indivisa. It means all of God's actions in the world, or operations on the outside (opera ad extra) of his life as God, are works of the Father, Son, and Spirit together, undivided or indivisible (indivisa) as the whole Trinity. So, for example, the Father does not create the world alone, or the Son redeem by himself, or the Spirit sanctify as a solo project. 

The whole Trinity, all three persons, are involved together in everything they do. This means when Jesus dives into our world, the whole Trinity is involved. Jesus is sent by the Father, as the "Word become flesh" in "the power of the Spirit." Jesus arrives not as a new thing, but as the eternal Son of God to do a new thing. Jesus doesn't just point us to the Father; he is the action of the Father in our world. The Father is acting through his Son and in his Spirit for the salvation of the world. Together, they're taking on the sin, destruction, and decay we've unleashed in order to restore their masterpiece. The cross doesn't happen to the Trinity; the Trinity happens to the cross. The cross is a triune act.

Rublev's Icon | The Chalice of the Eucharist

At the center of Rublev's icon, on the table, is a chalice. It is a picture of Christ's sacrifice for us, the Eucharist of his body broken and blood shed to bring us home. Inside the chalice is a slain animal. In the Abraham story of Genesis 18, a "choice, tender calf" was chosen for the meal. In the gospel, Jesus is "the Lamb, who was slain," elected from before creation to atone for sin and restore us to the table.

The chalice belongs not only to Jesus, however, but to the Trinity as a whole. The cup stands at the center of their table, inviting us into their fellowship. The chalice embodies the Father's sacrificial self-giving, in and through his Son and Spirit, to bring us into communion with the very life of God.

The table upon which the chalice sits is actually an altar. If you look at the base of the altar, you will see a little square opening. This is the space where, in the Russian Orthodox tradition, pictures of the saints are kept. The significance? We are welcomed to the meal, invited through Christ's sacrifice into fellowship with God. 

Notice how the Father, Son, and Spirit create space for us to enter. If you think of the icon as a clock, they are at the 9:00, 12:00, and 3:00 positions. But space is opened up in the 6:00 position, at the front of the icon, inviting us as the viewer to enter the circle of divine hospitality and join in the feast. God wants to do life with us. We are invited to enter the life of God. In Christ, Peter tells us, we become "participants of the divine nature" (2 Peter 1:3-4). This doesn't mean we become God — we are still creatures, not Creator. But it does mean we participate as creatures in the very life of our Creator: the Spirit of God dwells inside us, binding us in union with Christ, and bringing us through Christ into the embrace of the Father. The Spirit surrounds and indwells us as the bride, lifting the veil before our eyes so that we see Christ, our Groom, revealed before us, and through our union with Christ, we enter the household of the Father, being surrounded and indwelt by the very life of God. 
This is our salvation: to be indwelt by God within us (the Spirit), united to God before us (the Son), and embraced within the life of God surrounding us (the Father). Our salvation is none other than the very life of God. 


+ Joshua Ryan Butler, Chapter 25: Communion of Love and Chapter 26: The Journey Home in The Pursuing God, excerpts from pgs. 186-196

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With presence, peace, and many prayerful blessings,

Rev. Mike “Sully” Sullivan

Tuesday, October 25, 2022

CN | B.L.E.S.S. Like Jesus: Begin with Prayer Practices & Stories



Jesus lived out the B.L.E.S.S. practices in His daily life on Earth, and He did that by beginning with prayer. I know it's risky and can feel uncomfortable, but only God knows the impact you and I can make in someone's life when we choose to be a B.L.E.S.S.ing. And it all begins with prayer. + B.L.E.S.S.: 5 Everyday Ways to Love Your Neighbor


To close 2022, Emmaus City Church will finish the year focusing on living into the Way of Jesus through B.L.E.S.S. practices. The first found in B.L.E.S.S.is Begin with Prayer:

In prayer, we open ourselves to God and the leading of His Spirit. In prayer, we focus our minds to recognize His promptings. In prayer, we receive the direction we need to discover the people God is calling us to bless. + pg. 47

Following the message last weekend, each person in Emmaus City Church was encouraged to shape each day with 3 prayer practices:

1) Morning Wake Up: Pray "Our Father" or Lord' Prayer to anchor in your child of God identity and Kingdom of God purpose for the day

2) Midday Mission: Thank the Lord Jesus for saving you and pray for Him to save someone (and ask how He wants you to be a witness to that someone)

3) Evening Examen: Practice offering gratitude for grace-filled moment(s) in the day, and ask the Spirit to help you see the grace you might have missed

The second prayer focus has also been a practice this week for our Surge Tables from various congregations throughout Worcester County. The intentionality and opportunities to act in faith given from this practice have not been lost on me or others I have heard from. In many ways, each day has fulfilled this quote:

When you begin with prayer, God begins to change your heart, and you begin to feel what God feels for other people. When God's Spirit allows you to feel what God feels, you get ideas that come from God, like "Send a text to your neighbor to see how he's doing" or "Ask your friend if she's got time for coffee this week." ... If you and I are going to be blessings to the people around us and take the mission of Jesus seriously, we are in for an adventure. + pgs. 42, 46

While my experiences with my neighbors and friends in Worcester are stories I'm game for sharing in person, for the sake of honor and anonymity, this post will feature a few stories from B.L.E.S.S. in the section, "Crazy Things Begin with Prayer" in Chapter 3: B: Begin with Prayer that I hope encourage you today. And remember, if you sense Jesus inviting you to join in this fun and sometimes a little crazy adventure:

We never know how God will answer our prayers, but we can expect that He will get us involved in His plan for the answer. 
Holocaust survivor Corrie ten Boom

Louie's Story: "Go Tell That Guy God Loves Him"

One day Louie went to the mall, and for whatever reason he noticed a guy sitting on a bench. He said he had a strange sensation: Go tell that guy God loves him. Of course, Louie didn't want to do that. (Would you want to walk up to someone you don't know at all and say, "Hey, God loves you"?) So he did what most of us might: he shrugged it off and kept on shopping. 

When Louie came out of a store in another part of the mall a bit later, there was that same guy again. Again, Louie felt an inner nudge. Go over there and tell him God loves him. He blew it off again. Then a third time, he saw the same guy. Again, he got the same prompting. Finally, he said, "Alright!" He walked up to the guy and said, "I don't want to seem weird or anything, but I feel like I'm supposed to tell you that God loves you." 

Immediately, the stranger's eyes filled up with tears, and he said, "This morning I was at the end of my rope. I told God, 'If You're real, show me You love me today.' I don't know who you are, but you're the third random person in the mall today who's come up to me and said 'Hey, I don't know you, but God loves you.' No one's ever said it to me once before, and now it's happened three times in one day."

Dean and Janice's Story: "Send Someone to Tell Me How to Be a Christian"

My friend Dean, who works in college ministry at a large state university, has made it a practice over the years to begin every day, instead of waiting for God to grab his attention, to be intentional in giving his attention to God. He begins each day with a prayer to be a blessing to his neighbors and asks God for divine appointments. His prayer is very simply that he would meet and talk to people God wants him to bless. And then he just goes through his day assuming whomever he talks to might be that divine appointment.

I remember one story he hold me about someone canceling an appointment with him. Instead of filling the time with emails or an Instagram post, he decided to pray. He asked, "God, how do You want me to use this time?" As he sat still, listening to God, the name of a student, "Janice," came to him. He sensed he was supposed to talk to her about Jesus. Janice had never been with a local church and was not a Christ-follower, but she had been to a college small group a couple times. So he called and asked to connect over coffee. She said, "Sure."

When they met, he just told her, "Janice, I was praying and your name came to mind, and I felt like I was supposed to share with you how you can become a follower of Jesus." Janice stood there in silence. First came a tear ... and then sobbing. Dean immediately recoiled and said, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have just blurted that out ... did I say something that offended you?"

"No. Not at all," Janice said. "I just can't believe you said that. Last night I decided to go to a Bible study in my dorm. They were talking about what it means to be a Christian, and I couldn't stop thinking about it. All night, I couldn't sleep. I didn't know what to do about it. So I prayed this morning, asking God to bring someone to me today to tell me how to become a Christian." She smiled and said, "And here you are. I just can't believe it!" 

Marco and Victoria's Story: "They Helped Me Find My Way Back to God"

Marco had heard me teach on the B.L.E.S.S. practices and began to pray for his friend Victoria. At a very young age her family quit attending church, and by the time she was an adolescent, she had experienced so much pain that even if there was a God, she reasoned, He wasn't a nice guy. So during middle school, she began to tell people she was an atheist, and her Christian friends ... were not very kind. 

Her young adulthood was filled with searching for what was missing. She got married, but then cheated on her husband and destroyed the relationship. She decided to move far from home where she sought out happiness in sexual adventures that ultimately ruined her emotionally, relationally, and financially. 

Victoria met Marco after moving back to where she grew up. He began to pray for her and listen to her story of searching. Their friendship was slowly turning into a romance. Marco had the wisdom not to push faith, Jesus, or God on Victoria. He understood that he was to be the salt of the earth, but also that rubbing salt into a wound like she had would be very painful. So he helped Victoria heal.

Victoria began to ask Marco questions about spiritual things, and Marco asked her if she would like to go visit his church with him. She was very skittish about being around Christians; the voices of her middle school friends still echoed. He reassured her it wouldn't be like that, and eventually, she showed up, unsure, but with an open heart. Over the next few weeks, Victoria not only went with Marco, she also joined a smaller group of people from the church that ate together every week. This group became friends, and in time it became a transforming community in her life. She later said, "What I found in that group were some genuinely amazing people. It was those people who helped me find my way back to God." 

There are a couple reasons I will never forget the day that Marco baptized Victoria. First, because she courageously told the whole church her heart-breaking but beautiful story — and after she was baptized, the people she feared would judge her gave her a raucous standing ovation. And second, because I got to see Marco use simple, everyday ways of B.L.E.S.S.ing to love his friend to salvation. 

That blessing turned into a mutual one when Victoria and Marco got married. And Marco's simple prayer for Victoria grew into a beautiful family with three children.

A Practice of Prayer: Plan, Prepare, Places, People

Plan: Perhaps you might decide to pray for five minutes before you get out of bed and five minutes at night before you go to sleep (ex. compline). Or you might set a reminder on your phone to pray during your lunch hour or some other time of the day. Plan to pray for your neighbors by name. 
Prepare: As you pray, ask God to prepare your heart for the adventure. Ask God to give you eyes to see how He is leading and the courage to follow Him. Be bold: ask Him to give you divine appointments with each of the people named, as well as others. 
Places: As you pray, make a mental map of the places you'll visit during the day. Ask God to help you be sensitive to your surroundings and guide you to places where He wants you to be a blessing. 
People: Ask God to show you how to be a blessing to your neighbors (ex. your 8 closest at home or at work as described in The Art of Neighboring). As you pray, envision the faces of each of your neighbors and ask God to show you how you can be a blessing in their lives today. 
What if instead of waiting for God to grab our attention, we were intentional about giving it to Him? 

What if we began each day with a prayer to be a blessing to our neighbors and asked God for divine appointments?

Every day, we get to seek to find how God can use each of us to bless the world, and this adventure begins with prayer. Remember that when you pray for people you are already blessing them. There are people you come across every day who have never had someone pray for them. Pray for their physical health, their relationships, their emotional well-being, their careers, and their finances. Begin with prayer and there's no telling where Jesus might send you and what He might lead you to do. It's life-changing.  
Let the adventure begin. 

+ excerpts above from Chapter 3: B: Begin with Prayer in B.L.E.S.S.: 5 Everyday Ways to Love Your Neighbor


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Rev. Mike “Sully” Sullivan


Tuesday, October 18, 2022

CN | Run w/ the Horses: Knowing & Naming True Soul Friends


"Friendship" Anonymous Street Art

"What's in a name? The history of the human race is in names. ... The whole meaning of history is in the proof that there have lived people before the present time (and in our present moments) whom it is important to meet" (Eugen Rosenstock-Huessy). ... Jeremiah was never popular. He was never surrounded with applause. But he was not friendless. In fact, Jeremiah was extremely fortunate in his friends. ... It can come as no surprise to find that there are more personal names in the book of Jeremiah than in any other prophetic book. + Eugene Peterson, Run with the Horses


While Red Skies, When Faith FailsThe God in the GardenLiving Under Water, Being with God, and Praying Like Monks, Living Like Fools have easily made my list for favorite spiritual reads during 2022, I think Run with the Horses maybe the spiritual resource I have returned to the most this year. Its theme of abundance over scarcity has not only shaped my prayers, but continues to transform my perspective. And its title comes from a provocative question God asked Jeremiah that I also continue to ask myself (or perhaps God is also asking me):

So, Jeremiah, if you're worn out in this footrace with men, 
what makes you think you can race against horses? 
+ Jeremiah 12:5

When I preached on "God's Abundance for Us" from Jeremiah 31:7-14 with Resurrection Church on Sunday, January 2, 2022 (due to it being the first prophetic reading for the new year in the Lectionary), Run with the Horses helped shape my understanding of God's faithful presence with Jeremiah. This humble prophet, who most would not listen to, somehow persevered in writing and sharing God's words with abundant hope during a time of scarcity of faith and love. 

A prophet lets people know who God is and what he is like, what he says and what he is doing. A prophet wakes us up from our sleepy complacency so that we see the great and stunning drama that is our existence, and then pushes us onto the stage playing our parts whether we think we are ready or not. ... A prophet makes everything and everyone seem significant and important — important because God made it, or him, or her; significant because God is actively, right now, using it, or him, or her.
+ Eugene Peterson, Run with the Horses

Jeremiah helped me then and continues to help me see what is significant and important in the eyes of God. And though this wisdom and insight comes from the one many know as the weeping prophet, God did not leave him to lament alone. Jeremiah was a poet and a prophet. He wasn't popular, but he wasn't friendless. He was a humbled man who made and kept friends who were faithful to him throughout his hardest moments in life. 

Below is an excerpt from Run with the Horses that has helped me grow in appreciation of the abundance I already have in true friends when life tempts me to see the wilderness without the wild God who meets me in desert spaces with wonderful people who I get to call "my friend." 

And if you are one of those people I have the joy of knowing as a friend, thank you for your faithfulness to me as you continue to be a poet who reveals the artistry of friendship to me and the world.

The Weeping Prophet Who Knew and Named His Friends

Jeremiah was never popular. He was never surrounded with applause. But he was not friendless. In fact, Jeremiah was extremely fortunate in his friends.

Under King Jehoiakim, Jeremiah was almost murdered, but Ahikam ben Shaphan intervened and saved him (Jer. 26:24). Baruch was his disciple and secretary, loyal and faithful, sticking with him through difficult times to the very end (Jer. 36:4, 8, 45:2). And Ebed-melek, the Ethiopian eunuch, came to his aid (Jer. 38:7-13).

"One friend in a lifetime is much," wrote Henry Adams, "two are many; three are hardly possible." Jeremiah had three.

Ebed-melek risked his life in rescuing Jeremiah. Being a foreigner he had no legal rights. He was going against popular opinion in a crisis that was hysterical with wartime emotion. That didn't matter. A friend is a friend. Ebed-melek didn't indulge in sentimental pity for Jeremiah, philosophically lamenting his fate; he went to the king, he got ropes, he even thought of getting rags for padding so that the ropes would not cut, he enlisted help, and he pulled Jeremiah out of the cistern. He acted out his friendship (Jer. 38:7-13).

No one who is whole is self-sufficient. 
The whole life, the complete life, cannot be lived with haughty independence. Our goal cannot be to not need anyone. 
One of the evidences of Jeremiah's wholeness was his capacity to receive friendship, to let others help him, to be accessible to mercy.

It is easier to extend friendship to others than to receive it ourselves. In giving friendship we share strength, but in receiving it we show weakness. But well-developed persons are never garrisoned behind dogmas or projects, but rather they are alive to a wide spectrum of relationships.

The theological ideas, historical forces and righteous causes that touched Jeremiah's life never remained or became abstract but were worked out with persons, persons with names. He never used labels that lumped people into depersonalized categories.

It can come as no surprise to find that there are more personal names in the book of Jeremiah than in any other prophetic book.
 
+ Eugene Peterson, Run with the Horses, pgs. 163-164

Bonus Friend Reflection: Anamchara and the Need for "Soul Friends" Wisdom from St. Brigid and St. Patrick

Anamchara ("ah-num-kah-ra") is Gaelic, the language of the Celtic lands, and when translated means "soul friend." This concept was distinctive in early Celtic Christianity, particularly in monastic life, where every monk was to be assigned to an older brother in the community, a soul friend, resulting in a relationship of utmost importance in the monastery. 
There is a well-known Celtic story in which St. Brigid (457-525), Abbess of the great monastery at Kildare, Ireland, once gave the advice that "a person without a soul friend is like a body without a head." In the Celtic way of thinking, having an anamchara was essential in one's life.
Celtic scholar and writer Edward Sellner says that "to be a soul friend is to provide a cell, a place of sanctuary to another where, through our acceptance, love, and hospitality, he or she can grow in wisdom, and both of us in depth." Such a relationship "came to be closely associated in Christianity with ongoing transformation, a process of conversion-reconciliation that included frequent self-disclosure." 
Ray Simpson explains: "The 'soul' in Celtic, as in biblical thinking, refers to the total self. It does not refer to a bit of a person, a spiritual bit, as in Greek thinking which splits the spiritual from the material. The "soul" refers to the whole personality: body, mind, and spirit. The anamchara was a person with whom you could talk through practical matters, reveal hidden intimacies, and break through the barriers of convention and egotism to an eternal unity of your soul." 
St. Patrick himself had a soul friend, a monk named Germanus in a monastery in Gaul (modern day France). The Life of Patrick states that during his time there with Germanus, Patrick "learned, loved, and treasured wholeheartedly knowledge, wisdom, purity, and every benefit to soul and spirit." Surely Patrick's ultimate and profound influence in Ireland was partially due to the formative time he spent under Germanus' tutelage. 
+ Tracy Balzer, Thin Places

Bonus Friend Story: Henry Scougal's Loving Letter to a Hurting Friend Sparks a Revival that Changes the World

One day in 1677, a young man named Henry Scougal sat down to write a letter of spiritual comfort to someone he knew and loved. He wrote this letter out of care for a dear friend he knew was troubled, and so in the depth of his friendship, he pointed them to Jesus, the One who lays down His life for His friends. And though Scougal as a young Scottish Episcopalian priest would have his life tragically cut short by death a year later at the age of 28, his compassionate letter reached his dear friend and impacted this person in a way that it was preserved and shared with many more friends. Scougal's letter ended up being copied, passed around, and later published. 
This letter of friendship that Scougal wrote in care and love for his friend is actually somehow still in print today, more than 300 years later. About a half century after Scougal first delivered it to his friend, two brothers, Charles and John, with the last name of Wesley were given Scougal's letter by their mother, Susanna, who had cherished the letter herself and wanted her boys to be impacted by it like she was. They were impacted, in their friendship between each other, as well as in how much their lives impacted others as a hymn writer (Charles with "Christ the Lord Is Risen Today," "And Can It Be," "Hark! The Herald Angels Sing" and "Come Thou Long Expected Jesus" among 6,000+ others) and as a minister and disciplemaker (John as the founder of the Methodist church planting movement in the Anglican Church in England and the U.S. that planted the seeds for the Great Awakening). And the Charles and John were so stirred by Scougal's letter that they shared it with their mutual friend, George, who upon reading it said, "I never knew what true religion was till God sent me that excellent treatise."
That friend was George Whitefield, who went on to become one of the great preachers of the eighteenth century and a catalyst of what would come to be called the Great Awakening in the U.S. that led to hundreds of thousands, and eventually millions of people's, families', towns', and regions' transformed by Jesus' Gospel of the Kingdom. Though Whitefield had been among Jesus' Church and a practicing Christian for years, Whitefield traced his own conversion to Christ back to reading Henry Scougal's letter to his friend, which has come to be called, "The Life of God in the Soul of Man."


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With presence, peace, and many prayerful blessings,

Rev. Mike “Sully” Sullivan


Saturday, October 15, 2022

Abbey Awe | Awakening to New Wonder in Vigils Psalms

 



To be grateful is to recognize the Love of God in everything He has given us – and He has given us everything. Every breath we draw is a gift of His love, every moment of existence a grace, for it brings with it immense graces from Him. Gratitude therefore takes nothing for granted, is never unresponsive, is constantly awakening to new wonder and to praise of the goodness of God. + Thomas Merton, Thoughts in Solitude


During October 2022, I was given the opportunity through Cultivate Renewal to return to the Abbey of the Genesee with Emmaus City Church's other elder, Aaron, along with ministers and servant leaders from Canada and the U.S., for a spiritual retreat at the monastery focused on the Cistercian Benedictine rhythms of prayer in the hours of early morning to early evening, infused with Psalms throughout.

Before we arrived, we were invited to read, meditate on, and memorize Psalm 63:1-5 to prepare for this sacred time together (I've also included verse 6 as it relates to prayer in the night): 

Psalm 63:1: God, You are my God, earnestly I seek You; 
I thirst for You, my whole being longs for You, 
in a dry and parched land where there is no water: 
2 I have seen You in the sanctuary 
and beheld Your power and Your glory. 
3 Because Your love is better than life, 
my lips will praise You. 
4 I will praise You as long as I live, 
and in Your name I will lift up my hands. 
5 I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods; 
with singing lips my mouth will praise You. 
6 On my bed I remember You; 
I think of You through the watches of the night.


The previous time I had the privilege to go on a retreat at the Abbey was during Fall 2019 three years ago right before the pandemic came. The practices of reading and praying the Psalms, especially connected to compline and prayer in the night, were Christ-focused and life-giving to me then, and I think they helped prepare me for enduring the last few years with patience and presence with God in the Scriptures through the Spirit, along with unpacking more the depths of the sacraments of baptism and communion. Otherwise, I think my walk with Jesus, my family, Emmaus City Church, and my neighbors would have been shallower and more strained (regardless of how imperfect my walk with Jesus and others was and often still is).

Prayer is the act of seeing reality from God's point of view. 
+ Philip Yancey

And so my return to the Abbey was very much anticipated to be a time of prayer with the Psalms (and other ancient songs like The Magnificat) helping to direct my focus and shape my perspective through a Jesus-focused lens. And God was abundant in His grace again to me as I entered into prayer. The Abbey lives up to its hope and goal of "seeking God and following Christ" via the seamless life of ora et labora ("prayer and work") through their ancient and fresh practices of communion and community together.

I was welcomed into this sacred time again not only through the sisters and brothers I got to experience some days there with, but also through Aaron's humility and hope to step into the 3:30 a.m. Vigils prayer hour for his first full day at the monastery (for anyone who is unfamiliar with the 7 Cistercian Benedictine prayer hours, check out "The Genesee Diary" post for an introduction).

Before I arrived at the Abbey during October 2022, a theme I thought God wanted me to focus on was wonder. Along with wonder, presence has been another theme for refocusing our micro City Groups this year, and recognizing God's coming in the big and small moments of life has been a focus during the first quarter of Surge School alongside people with Emmaus City and other parts of Jesus' Church throughout Worcester. 



I carried each of these three themeswonder, presence, arrival  into my anticipated times of prayer at the monastery where humble humans pray every day, multiple times each day, for the life and salvation of the world, including me.

We are all called to pray, which simply means to acknowledge the presence of God 'who is everywhere and fills all things' (Jer. 23:24; Ps. 139:7-10; Eph. 1:234:10). We are called to converse with Him ... We ask Him to save us, save those we love, together with the world around us. 
+ Orthodox Abbess Mother Raphael in The Monk Who Grew Prayer  

 

Prayer is a way of life which allows you to find a stillness in the midst of the world where you open your hands to God’s promises and find hope for yourself, your neighbour, and your world. ... Prayer is leading every sorrow to the source of all healing; it is letting the warmth of Jesus’ love melt the cold anger of resentment; it is opening a space where joy replaces sadness, mercy supplants bitterness, love displaces fear, gentleness and care overcome hatred and indifference. But most of all, prayer is the way to become and remain part of Jesus’ mission to draw all people to the intimacy of God’s love. 
+ Fr. Henri Nouwen in The Only Necessary Thing
 
And so when I awoke to follow Aaron's lead at 3:15 a.m. the first morning we were there, returning to the aroma of cedar smells and the aura of chiming bells in the beautiful sanctuary built by the monks who crafted it by hauling up rocks from the nearby Genesee Riverbed, I could only smile when these were the first verses from the Psalms I was immersed in during my first hour of prayer in the darkest part of the evening and morning while the stars pierced through the black canopy above:

Psalms 98:1 Sing a new song to the Lord, 
for He was worked wonders. 
10 Let the rivers clap their hands 
and the hills ring out their joy 
11 At the presence of the LORD: for He comes. 
He comes to rule the earth. 
12 He will rule the world with justice 
and the peoples with fairness. 


When we sang Psalm 98 together in the call-and-response at that very early hour, I smiled. The monks go through all 150 Psalms each week and I had no idea Psalm 98 would be the first I would engage with them on an early Wednesday morning, a Psalm filled with the invitation to sing and live in light of the wonders God has done and continues to do. 

And it was not the only time that morning that the themes of presence and wonder would come up in the sanctuary.

Psalm 78:4 These we will not hide from their children 
but will tell them to the next generation: 
5 The glories of the LORD and His might 
and the marvelous deeds He has done ... 
16 He did wonders ...  
23 "Is it possible for God 
to prepare a table in the desert?" 
24 It was He who struck the rock; 
water flowed and swept down in torrents.   
37 ... (put) faith in His wonders ...  
 
Psalm 94:18: When I think: "I have lost my foothold;" 
Your mercy, LORD, holds me up. 
19 When cares increase in my heart 
Your consolation calms my soul.

 

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Psalm 77:11 I remember the deeds of the Lord, 
I remember Your wonders of old. 
12 I muse on all Your works 
and ponder Your mighty deeds. 
13 Your ways, O God, are holy. 
What god is great as our God? 
14 You are the God who works wonders 
You showed Your powers among the peoples ... 
20 Your path through the mighty waters, 
and no one saw Your footprints. 
 
Psalm 39:4 My heart was burning within me. 
At the thought of it, the fire blazed up 
and my tongue burst into speech: ... 
9 And now, LORD, what is there to wait for? 
In You rests all my hope.

My heart did burn within me, like the disciples on the Emmaus road when the Savior opened the Story of God in the Scriptures to them. My cup was filled and all was overflow during the rest of my days, in the times of solitude and silence, as well as with all the beautiful people I got to enjoy these days with.

Special thanks goes to Kevin Schutte and Kevin Adams, as well as the monks at the Abbey, and all those present for sharing in the generous hospitality of God. This retreat was soul stilling, stirring, and enriching.

In a world with much noise and clutter, we must create space to hear God's voice. 
Embrace solitude and silence.
Sabbath. Pray. Listen. Breathe.
 
If Jesus took some time to retreat for prayer and silence, how much more do we need it in our lives? 
+ Eugene Cho  
 
To clasp our hands in prayer is the beginning of an uprising against the disorders of the world. ... Christians pray to God that he will cause his righteousness to appear and dwell on a new earth under a new heaven. Meanwhile they act in accordance with their prayer as people who are responsible for the rule of human righteousness, that is, for the preservation and renewal, the deepening and extending, of the divinely ordained human safeguards of human rights, human freedom, and human peace on earth.
+ Karl Barth, The Christian Life

If a guided retreat like this sounds like something the Spirit of God would like to use to orient your soul towards Jesus, our Savior and Lord of the Sabbath, please don't hesitate to contact me. For those in New England who aren't able to travel to upstate New York to visit the Abbey of the Genesee, my hope is to help design and lead guided retreat(s) at St. Mary's Monastery and St. Scholastica's Priory in Petersham, Massachusetts in 2023, 2024, and the coming years.


Streams of Living Water at the Abbey
 
Maybe I have been living much too fast, too restlessly, too feverishly, forgetting to pay attention to what is happening here and now, right under my nose. Just as a whole world of beauty can be discovered in one flower, so the great grace of God can be tasted in one small moment. Just as no great travels are necessary to see the beauty of creation, so no great ecstasies are needed to discover the love of God. But you have to be still and wait so that you can realize that God is not in the earthquake, the storm, or the lightning, but in the gentle breeze with which He touches your back. 
+ Henri Nouwen, The Genesee Diary

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King of Nations // Psalm 2: 0:00 
Majestic Creator // Psalm 8: 1:58 
Sanctuary & Fortress // Psalm 27: 3:49 
Forgiving Savior // Psalm 51: 6:19 
Good God // Psalm 34: 8:51 
Afflicted yet Faithful One // Psalm 22: 11:39 
Sovereign Lord // Psalm 69: 15:52 
Suffering Servant // Isaiah 53: 21:32 
Inheritance // Psalm 16: 24:34 
Victorious Priest & King // Psalm 110: 26:07 
Eternal & Just // Psalm 45: 27:35 
Lord & Ruler // Psalm 103: 30:14 
Cornerstone // Psalm 118: 32:47

 

With presence and peace in Christ,

Rev. Mike “Sully” Sullivan